Only 13 days I will offically be unemployed & and an offical house wife/Mom 
Christ I am scared half to death with the idea of not having a job for a while. I have worked my ass off since I was 15yrs old. The only time I have ever taken off was when my daughter was born & I stayed home until she went to kindergarten...she is 12 now. I know stop bitching right? Enjoy the time off, right? I just bought a new car, we are moving to the beach area, & going to Vegas...all of which can be very expensive things. I think my biggest problem is I do not handle "change" well...I almost had a panick attack last night thinking about moving & starting over. I know I am being silly because this a good thing for us...part of me is just scared of all the changes going on in my life. My mother-in-law is coming over tomorrow to help me pack & take some stuff to the new house. She is awsome...I got lucky in the mother-in-law department 
Well I guess I better take my happy ass into the other room and start packing some more...have a great day guys 
Christ I am scared half to death with the idea of not having a job for a while. I have worked my ass off since I was 15yrs old. The only time I have ever taken off was when my daughter was born & I stayed home until she went to kindergarten...she is 12 now. I know stop bitching right? Enjoy the time off, right? I just bought a new car, we are moving to the beach area, & going to Vegas...all of which can be very expensive things. I think my biggest problem is I do not handle "change" well...I almost had a panick attack last night thinking about moving & starting over. I know I am being silly because this a good thing for us...part of me is just scared of all the changes going on in my life. My mother-in-law is coming over tomorrow to help me pack & take some stuff to the new house. She is awsome...I got lucky in the mother-in-law department Well I guess I better take my happy ass into the other room and start packing some more...have a great day guys VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
starrie23:
You are not old. I'm glad to hear that you got a new suv. I want a new car so bad. I live near the beach to but sadly I never go. I should. I'm sure that you will be fine. You'll have fun not working, then you'll get bored. I did. Well actually I was going nuts. But hopefully you won't! My best friend and I didn't fight today. Which is good. We talked and everything seems to be better now. We will see for how long. I went and spent time with him tonight. I missed him sooo much. I didn't want to leave. I actually started to fall asleep in his arms. That was nice!
q1070:
Good luck on the move! Deep breath and jump in, the water is fine!