Ahhh what a shitty weekend...nothing went my way at all...the upside is my entire house is clean and I got a great dinner at Olive Garden...lets just say for the most part it sucked and now I'm down & depressed. Oh well better luck next time, right? I did get lots of rest and several nice long naps which were awsome. I had a terrible dream last night and that has me all in a tizzy, too. Amazing how a dream can total freak you out and make you feel all fucked up inside. I had a dream that the hubby couldnt give up his feelings for the girl he had cheated on me with and decided to leave me for her...that he loved her more than me...I woke up crying and shaking and having a panic attack. Now I feel all freaked out and on the verge of tears. Fuck every time I think I have a handle on this situation something pops up and I get all freaked out again. 
I need to go away. I need a nice vacation on a deserted tropical island where its quiet and I can just be alone for a few days and find myself again. Oh well, have a good night guys
I need to go away. I need a nice vacation on a deserted tropical island where its quiet and I can just be alone for a few days and find myself again. Oh well, have a good night guys
i hope you get to catcha break soon..........have a good week!