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I'm sitting here getting drunk listening to Ozzy I am depressed now...I guess reality has sunk in. I got myself into some serious trouble. Everyone says its going to be ok and its not a big deal...well let me tell ya that isn't like me to do something like that. I've never so much as had a parking ticket...I've been pulled over once for running a red light and got a ticket for that. I'm about as clean as they come...I actually squeak I'm so clean. Oh maybe I am getting myself all upset over nothing...I don't know cause I've never been in trouble before...isn't that crazy? I've spent my entire life being such a good girl that when I fuck up I really fuck up! I have to go to court Tuesday at 11 for the restraining order she has against me. I have to go shoot pool Monday night & god help me if she is there. I will have to leave...the order just states that I can not talk with her or even acknowledge her presence or I will go straight to jail with out passing go & collecting $200 and its a no bond situation if that happens. This is all so absolutely ridiculous. ahhhhhhhh anyone got any advice for me??????? Have a good night yall