New love. It'll confuse the best of us. Even me. 
Lately when I've thought of what I'd like in a new relationship I'm reminded that so much of my way now is so heavily influenced by Violet, my ex and forever dear friend of many lives. I've endeavoured to shut her out of my thoughts as much as forgive her and the things that ocurred...
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Lately when I've thought of what I'd like in a new relationship I'm reminded that so much of my way now is so heavily influenced by Violet, my ex and forever dear friend of many lives. I've endeavoured to shut her out of my thoughts as much as forgive her and the things that ocurred...
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little miracles - this one for Silvernut who cant see the miracles for the coincidences
A few yrs ago I was watching The Ref (Denis Leary, Kevin Spacey) havin' a good laugh. Then the tape jammed, I snapped ran out the door, punching and kicking all in the way. I ran down this road then that. Exhuasted and emotional about something apparently I dropped to...
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A few yrs ago I was watching The Ref (Denis Leary, Kevin Spacey) havin' a good laugh. Then the tape jammed, I snapped ran out the door, punching and kicking all in the way. I ran down this road then that. Exhuasted and emotional about something apparently I dropped to...
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silveronthetree:
Well I had a look. I agree it is not worth fucking around, better to feel something. But you gotta be open. That means allowing things to happen, not shutting people out, which is easy to do. I had a long period of life (3 years, 2years and 18 months) without sex, although I wanted it desperately. Stop caring allows it to happen I think. So you`re in the right place.
All I would do was complain noone wanted me, but the truth was I was pushing them away with my desperation.
Anyway dude nice chatting and speak soon.
Ps, I gave up on old terry too. There is only so much you can take. I like that he runs modern themes through his work but after the first few books the formula seemed stale.
All I would do was complain noone wanted me, but the truth was I was pushing them away with my desperation.
Anyway dude nice chatting and speak soon.
Ps, I gave up on old terry too. There is only so much you can take. I like that he runs modern themes through his work but after the first few books the formula seemed stale.
darklis:
Thanks for your comments on my set! 
I need to fit in
Cigaretes will help
Beer: check
Crazy hair do : check
Apathy ah need to go get a shit load of that
I'll have to decide what group I want to be a part of for the rest of life
If I fit in now I wont need to grow later
clothes: doesn't matter if slaves made them
I'm not responsible...
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Cigaretes will help
Beer: check
Crazy hair do : check
Apathy ah need to go get a shit load of that
I'll have to decide what group I want to be a part of for the rest of life
If I fit in now I wont need to grow later
clothes: doesn't matter if slaves made them
I'm not responsible...
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silveronthetree:
I notice the small miracles, but I wanted to know about yours, lie or no lie.
keep well
keep well
chancy:
but i wouldn't have my microwave if it weren't for the war!
endurance.
to endure.
we construct ways in which we're strong and hold our heads up
Something comes along
forced to deal with
not really a strength
just been forced into a sitch
what a bitch
i'm pissed
i'm losin it
punched a hole in the door
snapped at lady in the shop
okay this is more more than I thought maybe i am actually gonna...
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to endure.
we construct ways in which we're strong and hold our heads up
Something comes along
forced to deal with
not really a strength
just been forced into a sitch
what a bitch
i'm pissed
i'm losin it
punched a hole in the door
snapped at lady in the shop
okay this is more more than I thought maybe i am actually gonna...
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aaronsrod:
you need to take a coke and smile dude, relax
More Osho
A man's true life is the way in which he puts off the lie imposed by others on him. Stripped, naked, natural, he is what he is. This is a matter of being, and not of becoming. The lie cannot become the truth, the personality cannot become your soul. There is no way to make the nonessential the essential. The nonessential remains nonessential...
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A man's true life is the way in which he puts off the lie imposed by others on him. Stripped, naked, natural, he is what he is. This is a matter of being, and not of becoming. The lie cannot become the truth, the personality cannot become your soul. There is no way to make the nonessential the essential. The nonessential remains nonessential...
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silveronthetree:
At first those writings seem profound. But essentially they are saying, be who you are.
An adult has an image of what they want to be. Is it wrong to aspire to that image? i don`t think so.
What about you?
An adult has an image of what they want to be. Is it wrong to aspire to that image? i don`t think so.
What about you?
antlong:
its sweet. 
New Month. 'New Way, new life'. ADF
Some more Osho below
The seed cannot know what is going to happen, the seed has never known the flower. And the seed cannot even believe that he has the potentiality to become a beautiful flower. Long is the journey, and it is always safer not to go on that journey because unknown is the path, nothing is...
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Some more Osho below
The seed cannot know what is going to happen, the seed has never known the flower. And the seed cannot even believe that he has the potentiality to become a beautiful flower. Long is the journey, and it is always safer not to go on that journey because unknown is the path, nothing is...
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chancy:
i don't see beauty unless it's from the inside. it makes me sad to see all those club people that try to fake it. so much work on the outside before the inside. walls built to protect their flowers, but then the sun can't get in and the sprout doesn't know which way to grow and never blooms. 
i never heard of zertz before, so of course i had to research... whatta neat-o idea! it's like an internal suspension system for road bikes. i'm wonder if it will ever get popular with the road racing crew? when it gets so that you're shaving your leg hair off for aerodynamics... i'm gonna ask my bike guru what he thinks of this model. i'm a mtb hussy so i don't know much about road bikes but i do know the carbon on the frame is sweet. i think most of the cost is in the frame. ??
yay for bike love!! 
i never heard of zertz before, so of course i had to research...
whatta neat-o idea! it's like an internal suspension system for road bikes. i'm wonder if it will ever get popular with the road racing crew? when it gets so that you're shaving your leg hair off for aerodynamics... i'm gonna ask my bike guru what he thinks of this model. i'm a mtb hussy so i don't know much about road bikes but i do know the carbon on the frame is sweet. i think most of the cost is in the frame. ??
yay for bike love!!
siara:
i think we are all taught to be attention seeking... females anyway.. something about feeling inadequate in this world unless you look like the girls in magazines and on billboards, or are forfilling the ultimate fantasy life you are taught to want from such an early age.. and if you don't you aren't good enough.. i don't know... 
I personally can't imagine the celibacy thing.. i think i see it as being a bit too christian for my liking.. but i do admire people that can do it. it would be very interesting!!
good luck with the girl!!
XX
I personally can't imagine the celibacy thing.. i think i see it as being a bit too christian for my liking.. but i do admire people that can do it. it would be very interesting!!
good luck with the girl!!
XX
Wow! A simple happy b'day wish goes a long way!But there's wit attached to these, and more from the Yummy one. I'm at Maitreya's. Meditating. 6hr drive thru one of the most beautiful passes in the world. Laughing to tears. Brilliant.
Must share Osho
The whole work of a mystery school is in how to bring consciousness to the disciple, how to wake him...
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from the Yummy one. I'm at Maitreya's. Meditating. 6hr drive thru one of the most beautiful passes in the world. Laughing to tears. Brilliant.
Must share Osho
The whole work of a mystery school is in how to bring consciousness to the disciple, how to wake him...
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hippomonki:
happy belated birthday you lovely libra you!
and thank you for my wishes as well! i hope your day was good and that the next year proves to be the same!
E
[Edited on Sep 30, 2004 1:02PM]
and thank you for my wishes as well! i hope your day was good and that the next year proves to be the same!
E
[Edited on Sep 30, 2004 1:02PM]
theraccoon:
thanks for saying happy birfday!
Got my haircut today. she was this busty blonde lass, very attractive, even had a brain. Still prefer the skinny odd looking girl in the video store. I also prefer the video store. If you like, no, love movies you'll understand.
i'm sure you're wondering what to get me for my birthday and if you don't want to get me anything from my wishlist $100...
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i'm sure you're wondering what to get me for my birthday and if you don't want to get me anything from my wishlist $100...
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shayne:
Happy birthday.... and many sordid wishes....
chancy:
yay for happy birthdays!
don't have $100 so here are somees
don't have $100 so here are some
esMaking money. Busy as. Patience is a challenge. Want a lover. Don't wanna stress. So I don't really want anyting that isn't in my life. Sharing kisses again and feeling that warm body breathe wouldn't be shunned. I'm not real motivated just yet. Happy just looking at life. When I got that full feeling I'll share the goodness.
There's worse things than being alone. All...
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There's worse things than being alone. All...
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thora:
I LOST MY VIRGINITY: in a vagina
hahahaha!!
hahahaha!!
thora:
I think omitting something from the book would not serve anyone. Let them misinterpret. People are smarter than we give them credit for. The study of "3rd world" bpd and bp incidences is a nature vs nurture thing; it would explain a lot, and it's under-researched.
I don't like to bitch and yet I'd bitch about people bitching. Go figure.
Some people and some things they do. I used to be pissed at the world, war, racism, etc. If anyone's got time to focus their angst in that direction you've got too much time on your hands. Give up. You're just fueling the fire. You'll see.
Now tho things around the...
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Some people and some things they do. I used to be pissed at the world, war, racism, etc. If anyone's got time to focus their angst in that direction you've got too much time on your hands. Give up. You're just fueling the fire. You'll see.
Now tho things around the...
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emylou:
Thanks for the comment on my set
aaronsrod:
guinea pigs
Thank you.
I`ll try the breathing thing, and maybe the book. I`ll look into it for sure though.
I like your journal today. You sound like you are in a good place.
I am glad you are working towards `a greater depth` and actually talking to that woman you like.
Good luck with that.
Speak soon
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