Thanks to raysenberry for most of this journal entry
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A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
(D) Then check out this awsum site
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I was being filpant.
i like the girl story and the car story is typical, get through the difficult driving to fuck up at the end.
All the best mate, big love to ya
Answers:
1. Intoxicants.
Fact is they are not good for you. I don`t drink, I smoke, I smoke pot, drink coffee and love chocolate and food. I`m weak in denying myself anything i like.
When you smoke pot, for a lot off people there are side effects, and for some, psycotic episodes, but those things don`t tend to bother me, maybe cause I`ve been smoking so long. Intitially (uni days) when I took various drugs (speed, pills, acid, coke) I think these things did expand my mind, but only the first time I took them. they are like anything, a new experience. Personally they all were a distant second to Sky Diving, which was the most intense experience of my life bare none. Why do people do these things then? To escape, to make things better, to fit in and so many other reasons.
So why do i still smoke? I feel it doesn`t alter me beyond reason, and i like the feeling. I have to do a lot in my life i don`t want to do, so when i can I smoke. lame really, but that`s me.
Why am I so genuine?
I`m not. There are so many people in my life that i have to put up a front for that with friends I just don`t see the point. Love me or leave me, I am what i am, and i like myself. I don`t believe in dishonesty, but i will be dishonest if I have to be (for example my girl would freak if she knew about this site. I need an outlet because of our situation, so I don`t worry about it. I just care about people, humanity, so if i can help or whatever, all the better. After all, aren`t people the only thing worth living for? Isn`t your life defined by your relationships, even to strangers? it would be a dull world without companionship. On the other hand I like being alone to, but I always get the feeling at some point that it would be nice to see so and so. I hope that answers your question.
Today has been manic, getting ready for a sales trip to finland and just so much to do. Will I get it all done? Not if I keep gabbing on here, so i`m signing off now.
All the best mate. Thanks for the post.