bhavok

God I need a fuckin vacation.. From everything, work, home, my personal life.. My friends.. December 5th isn't coming as fast as I want it to.. I'm nervous to be flying 1) by myself, and 2) across the ocean.. But oh well such is life..

I hate it when people just pop into and back out of your life.. My friend who was recently divorced, calls me up and appologizes for being a responsible adult when he was married, and appologizes for always blowing me off for his family.. But me being the nice guy, explain to him that I can't get mad at him for always blowing me off, cause he had a wife and a kid, and sometimes you need to grow the fuck up and be an adult when your in that situation.. So he called me up this past sunday and explains to me that after being single now for about a month, he's got a new girlfriend, and she has a friend who is interested in meeting me, cause she's single and they want her and I to hook up and try to get together.. So I have nothing else going on in my love life right now, so I figure, what the fuck why not.. So now I can't get ahold of my friend to ever set anything up.. What the fuck is that? It's like dangling a bone in front of a dogs face, and then not giving him the bone..

I just can't wait for December 5th to go to Hawaii, and forget the east coast..

So funny story time.. I went to the post office to drop off something I sold on Ebay.. So I go to walk in the door and there was a lady in front of me, and she is nice and holds the door for me.. And she says in these exact words " My, you have a big package ".. Me being the typical male, my mind goes directly into the gutter.. So I'm walking back out and the same lady holds the door for me again, and this time I see her face.. It's my 9th grade music teacher from junior high, and I instantly throw up in my mouth for my mind going in the gutter..

Oh well, such is life, I suppose..

I've been listening to alot of Queen, and Bob Marley, and Sublime lately.. I wish all 3 of those lead singers never passed away.. I can only imagine what Freddie Mercury would of been able to produce with his voice these days.. Or Bob Marley would have written.. Or what Braldey would have sung about.. This world has lost alot of amazing musicians..

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Hope everyone is doing well, and if you want any post cards from HAWAII send me your mailing address in a private message..