bhavok

This past weekend at work I realized something.. People are really lazy and disgusting.. If you take a hard look, and anyone who has worked with the public should be able to comfirm this.. When you take a look around a department store, or a shopping mall, or any other public area.. You can be sure to find the following: chewed gum, tissues, coffe cups, chewed tobacco, cigarette butts, etc.. But something's I never would of thought to have discovered are: starbucks iced coffee thing with 3 sips and spit in the bottle, half eaten fruit, fresh cut deli meat with left on a shelf like it doesn't go bad if it doesn't have to be put in the fridge.. A cat bed, just sitting outside, so that when you see a little kid pick it up and play with it and you just turn your head away because your disgusted.. A used tire.. Just sitting in a shopping cart.. And it makes me sick when to think about all the people right now getting sick with the change of weather, and their running nose with their hand and then go pick up a piece of fresh fruit, or anything else for that matter..

Something else that is really buggin me is last night, I'm sitting around outside work.. And their is this dude, around the area, he is a known child molestar.. How I've come to that conclusion is this... He got fired from the local high school where he was the orchestra / band leader and after indecently exposing himself to the whole orchestra, he was fired then and managed to make the front page of the local paper with his actions.. So he always come into the store with the kid ( no older then 17 ) and while I'm sitting around on one of those little kid shopping carts for the parents to push them around in, he is leaving the store and rubs my leg and says " your a little big for that " ( with a lisp ).. And at this point I'm dead tired, not in any mood to be fucked with, and my only response is " Don't ever touch me again ".. His follow up response is " Well that's a little uncalled for, your attitude ".. My response is " I don't appreciate other people's unwelcome touching " ... Him: " well that's just sad, it really is "... And then after calling me a sad individual for 2 minutes, he leaves.. Now I ask, was I wrong at any point? No, I feel that I wasn't.. How I didn't manage to say, fuck, asshole, jerkoff, or any other deragative terms is beyond me.. Do I have a problem with homosexuals? No, one of my old roommates was a homosexual.. We got along great.. So i spent the rest of the night pondering if I was wrong, and I do not feel as if I was in any part of that..

On top of the exciting weekend, I spent most of it being sick, feeling like I'm getting the flu, funny, because I'm getting a flu shot on the 25th.. Son of a bitch.. And also I think I broke a toe.. Yay.. And this is how I feel anymore at work..