bhavok

So today I'm deathly bored and I was old photo albums and found some old random pics.. There aren't that many because I couldn't find any real exciting ones, but there are a few new pics posted.. I also posted some new pics of my backpiece when I had first had it outlined. Also when it was first full done.. If I could only get good quality of the magazine I was in I would post the cover and the picture of when my backpiece was in it from the " Forged In Ink Reading Tattoo Convention ".. Well if anyone has the December 2003 Issue # 172, of " TATTOO ''.. I'm on page 69.. But I should be going once again this year to " Forged In Ink " and well I got more work done since the last time I've gone, so who knows maybe I'll end up in it again.. Also if your bored and reading this check out the website where I get my work done at... www.imperialtattoopa.com... The guy who tattoos me his name is MAC, I'm under just about all of his sections except for the Miscellanious one.. I think I'm going to be heading out to Columbus, Ohio for the HellCityFest in May.. I should have a new piece by then.. I'm adding more to my stomach piece.. It'll be under the guns.. For some reason I feel that I would look alot better with more tattooed down in that general area.. For some reason I doubt myself and my looks, I feel that I can only be found by society's terms " Hot " if I keep adding more tattoos.. I've never really been classified as a sex symbol in my eyes.. I've never been known as a " good looking guy " in my eyes.. I guess it's just my insecurity and the lack there of in the dating pool.. I've always have done things on my own terms and haven't had to many g/f's.. I've really have only been in 1 real commited relationship.. Which ended up in an engagement.. And if anyone who has seen the movie " The Ref " with Dennis Leary, and the way the couple is in the movie.. That's the way my life would of turned out, and I just couldn't stand knowing that somewhere down the near future that I'd be divorced and 23.. So I called the whole thing off, and well now I'm known all around my town as an asshole.. It takes 2 to be in a relationship and I was basically the only 1 in it.. I've always been told I'm a great guy, and that's normally where it always ends up.. We're such good friends that I wouldn't want anything to come between us... Well I don't know how this turned into me posting about my new pics, and then into a rant, but it did and oh well..

~B~