beyondbitter

It's her head, right? Please let it be that and not some symbolist mumbo-jumbo (like when people say that Fight Club's Marla is another split personality or that the contents of the briefcase in Pulp Fiction is Marcellus's soul [which does have some limited justification])...

Ya, its her head.

thanks for the kind words...actually I've been on chemo for over 10 years now. I've been given some crazy illness so this is just another new treatment I am the guinea pig for...whatever works eh. I know what you mean about fugazi's song waiting room...I have played it a lot, I even have the german version.

btw, your profile rocks. You sound like a very cool person If you have any messenger programs, drop me a line sometime

[Edited on Sep 05, 2003]

Thats the first ive heard of it. Its awsome

I know exactly what you mean. I'm very inadequate at articulating myself....*le sigh*

yeah i know many people like that. i used to be . now im pretty good at accepting my faults and recognizing them. but from time to time im still truly talented in the fucking myself up category.

I resonated well with your words.. they nearly brought me to tears. To realize that I've learned all that I will from my pre-conceived soulmate is heartbreaking. Maybe that is all the time we needed...

It's funny you mentioned passing co-workers... I still think about my bosses at the one job I've ever had. I was a hair stylists' assistant at a salon and I grew to love many of them there, especially the gay guy who shared my sun sign. It's been 2 years I believe and I still think about stopping by but never do for fear of not receiving the response I so long for. I know he cared deeply for me as well... who knows maybe I should look him up sometime. *sigh* I am so bad at keeping in touch with ppl. I'd almost rather never hear from them again than to endure the "catchin' up" process.

Anyway.. thanks for understanding...

hurray for decent jobs!

hey don't think i hate you cause i haven't been responding to your posts. work is just leaving me very little time for online stuff, as i'm trying to still keep a tight focus on my art and stuff. hope all is well with the new job, i'll talk to you soon.

Man Oh Man, are you gonna have a set up?

I love the colour of your hair in your profile pic

thank you JAMIE for looking so good in a thong!

that's great to hear about all the good stuff going on in your life, sounds like warped was an amazing time. i decided to go with the mailroom job, and i start on tuesday - the lady told me to cut my hair though! whatever, i'm gonna get "EAT ME" shaved into the back of my head or something. that'll fix her good...

oh yeah, and weirdly enough, when i was up at school for graduation and moving out all of my stuff, i had to make a quick run to wal-mart. coming out of wal-mart i ran into a rather interesting personality. while she specifically asked me not to tell you that she's back, let's just say her name rhymes with a certain type of black and white bear. very weird

just checking in.....havent been online in a week or so. anyway i changed my name..so have fun....later

theres alot of younger punks here varying from spikey to political... there use to be alot of squaters here... but alas no more.im just about the only "crusty" in town...and really dont give a fuck about it any more....the scene back home was better..."n.c." . fuck ft. lauderdale.if moving to florida tampa , st. pete area by far has the best scene in the state.....but atlanta is way cooler...but the rest of georgia sucks sooo its a toss. yeah i like the adicts..good band ...blast from the past type of deal..

Thanks for the comment in my journal. I love random posts.