beyond_rhythm

I killed a spider the other day with a can of roach spray. Every time I would spray it, it would ball up for a minute and then unball itself and run. I would spray it again and it would react the same way. This happend for a solid minute or two before it finally never uncoiled.
I fought tears.
Because it broke my heart to watch something struggle for life so viciously and be outweighed. This literally broke my heart. Watching this spider die. What is wrong with me?