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TRUE DESIRES
Tru Desires like a tornado and its desire for destruction.. Like the wind and its desire to cool off the earth. So is that of the desire of a soul to be remembered and that of a life to live.. To live ti be alive suffer through pain and strife. To have eternal happiness to be on mans wife. Tru desires exsist. Lifes trials take them away as if a spell for paon becomes evident physcial mental and emotional descreations wear down the soul and tru desires desolve. The twisted hand of fate grasps and tears wawy the layers of happiness as means of educating the tatered soul it haunts. If not to tortue then to strenghthen the torn soul to better to survive and surpass all of the tribulations given. So that the new soul that has been so created.. May live in a life fit for comforting and nurturing love to grow. Without expire of tru desires




The Dead Slience
The wind stops blowing, the flowers stop growing, the bids stop singing their cheerful lil song..
All Because of Dead Slience.
Lose the feeling from head to toe, skin goes knumb... but alias still nothing to drown the dead slience..
The rose petals fall to the ground ever so slowly, like that of life. slowly disapates and becomes no more...
As they drive the nails forever more into my casket, breath cut short... death smile
Darkness closing in again, draining my energy, so wearin down... soon the pests and magets shall tear the flesh and pick at my bones till made clean...
Heart beat slowing to a lite pit pat, blood draining from my skull, and body growing cold and still...Life soon to be no more...
Gettin dark now with no site of light to save my soul...
Life, Love and Everything dies down to a dim breath, leavin the body...
Last Breathe Made The Greatest!!
As one Dies!!!!
by. BEXXXY



" RUNNING SCARED"
Here I go again, running scared.
Scared of what might happen if I stayed here in your arms, where i feel safe.
I can hearthe alarm going of in my mind, in my head, saying I shouldn't of lefted....
I was running scared, scared of falling back in love, possibly with you.. But i wanted to makes sure this feeling was true.
This time it was with you, thew one i fell inlove with! But I just talked to you adn i feel like shit, because I went back to my old ways and LOST you!!!
Someone that actually cared!!!
A lost love, one I will never find. Gone, like the wind in my hair, like the smilethat is no longer their..Forever Gone!!!
I told myself that I wouldn't cry, but I can't helpbut shead a tear!!!!
I have fallen hard and now I can't get up!!! Fallen for you, I wish you would let me back in... if you only knew how much i miss you!!!
But I know that I lost that love Forever!!
SORRY FOR MISSING IT!!!<3


FOREVER A LOST LOVE




Mistakes
Mistakes, only humans make them right?
yea.well so many mistakes I've made in life. lead me right back to the beginning.
the tears i cry, are bloody like the black rose that grows in my garden of life!
the razor blade once more is sharpened, as it tears through my flesh,trying to find felling any at all but their is none, the tears i cry are no more.
The black rose grows from the pain within my heart this pain is only the start. Dead above ground my body lies motionless, the earth tears at my flesh, my bones crush without even touching them.
Like my body, mind and soul incinerates with only time. A lost love, still waiting to be found. A love found but never renewed, for the mistakes are found.
Thats what put my body in the ground. My mistakes, are still haunting me Tearin my mind apart, searing my soul to the point of nonexistence!!
Still waiting for you!
for u to know how i feel, missing you, just by sitting here. I cries when i realized that i fell in love with you, just afraid of love not being returned and when it was afraid of how to react.
Mistakes are always made but for me my life is done, untill my one love understands. I am not going n e where ill be here forever waiting!!

I'm Here -N-Waiting!!