i see myself starring at a weird bright light
and i spell the words in my head. S-U-I-C-I-D-E.
when i cant even long to go to bed to make time go by faster without doin anything without knowing that it doesnt matter when i go to bed, i always nomatter how much i wish for it, i always wake up.
And everything is really fucked up cus im the biggest fuckup there ever was and i think im gettin hooked on sleepingpills i keep eating them like candy just to get numb. And sedatives, and anything really. Im just thinkin screw this. If the one i live for dont live. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I?
and i spell the words in my head. S-U-I-C-I-D-E.
when i cant even long to go to bed to make time go by faster without doin anything without knowing that it doesnt matter when i go to bed, i always nomatter how much i wish for it, i always wake up.
And everything is really fucked up cus im the biggest fuckup there ever was and i think im gettin hooked on sleepingpills i keep eating them like candy just to get numb. And sedatives, and anything really. Im just thinkin screw this. If the one i live for dont live. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I?
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