blisters n scars covers up my arms.
Im sittin here with my cup of coffee thinkin about doin it again and again and again.
Dont get me wrong i wanna get out of selfharm, but its not very easy.
Im a sick girl, who wont ever get better. Ill forever be the sick girl with bloody arms.
I feel like crying but my tears are dried out. so i poke my finger in the coffee just to feel a little bit of pain.
Wha am i up to?
Is this a psychosis?
Cus idunno. I feel confusion
My pills aint workin. Swallow nine pills/day for no good. What the fuck is up with my life?
can it even be called a life?
Im doomed to be sick for the rest of my life, thats what the doctors says that im doomed. no they use another word, but im not sure if its the same in english as in swedish but its like cronic? Idunno...
I wont ever get better. I mean, ill have my good days n all. And ill prolly cherrish them, but things wont ever be peachy.
So what im thinkin is, why bother?
Im sittin here with my cup of coffee thinkin about doin it again and again and again.
Dont get me wrong i wanna get out of selfharm, but its not very easy.
Im a sick girl, who wont ever get better. Ill forever be the sick girl with bloody arms.
I feel like crying but my tears are dried out. so i poke my finger in the coffee just to feel a little bit of pain.
Wha am i up to?
Is this a psychosis?
Cus idunno. I feel confusion
My pills aint workin. Swallow nine pills/day for no good. What the fuck is up with my life?
can it even be called a life?
Im doomed to be sick for the rest of my life, thats what the doctors says that im doomed. no they use another word, but im not sure if its the same in english as in swedish but its like cronic? Idunno...
I wont ever get better. I mean, ill have my good days n all. And ill prolly cherrish them, but things wont ever be peachy.
So what im thinkin is, why bother?
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