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Things have to get worse before they get better right?
Here's hoping that everyone's luck is changing for the better!
Love you all kiss
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naulite:
I hope you had a happy valentines day too.

mine was ok. no one to be my valentine, but that's the way I wanted it. lol less shit to deal with. I guess I'm still looking at things that way since my divorce, even though it's been over 2 years now. Less shit to deal with by not having a relationship with anyone.

I miss being close to someone though. You never really think about it till you don't have it. I miss having someone warm sleeping next to me. I miss the touches, cuddles, feelings, and just all the non-verbal shit that comes from being close to someone. I'm not talkin sex either. That's a whole different game all together. Like having your fav. girl curl up on the couch with you, resting her head on your chest, and falling asleep while watchin a movie with ya. That's a lot of little stuff, but that's the kind of shit I miss. The rest I can do without. Hell, I've gone without sex for 2 years now and even the thought makes me kringe. I have to trust someone a hell of a lot to fuck em and the idea of trusting someone that much.. :shudders: yeah... exactly...

N.

[Edited on Feb 19, 2006 7:44AM]
plaidhangover:
No, thank you so much for the idea, Im soooo glad you told me to watch it. I really liked it, now you have to see Amelie, I think you will like it too.
Breanna recommended Garden State and she was all worried that me and Jamie would hate it. I loved it Jamie hated it. Jamie recommended Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, I loved it Breanna hated it... lol
OOOOH well. OK, well Im outta here. Talk to you later!
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_pauly_:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
plaidhangover:
Thank you, I have cut it even more, I like it better now... I have to wait and let it grow a little!!!
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Hey everyone. I hope all is well with you. I just returned from an all too brief trip to sunny San Diego with montalby and little Mia. We had a great trip and we can't wait to get back there soon. Next time though, we will be taking my brother and plaidhangover along for the ride! Speaking of her plaidness, this trip would not have...
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comboy20:
there talking about making ours harder, aparently we need to do stupid stuff to prove we are combat ready.
comboy20:
they are trying to make us go a 4 mile pack run with 25 lbs in the pack then drop that and run 3 mile with out it, all in 30 min. then they want us to do atleast 20 pullups and 100 pushups after words. glad you like the fantasy.
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A few months ago, while moving, I came across a small white board that had hung in my then boyfriend's (now husband's) dorm room. He had purchased it to keep a "to do list" as an atempt to bring some order to his life. Well after quite some time of seeing it stand with only one item that we continually ignored I decided to add...
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_pauly_:
Whats up with the "Shes Matt, I'm Dan" thing? lol

She said to ask you tongue.

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
plaidhangover:
OK Dan, you have ruined it... now you have to read my journal for the 4th.. I think its the 4th well whatever.... I wanted to know what you thought about a tattoo that says Fatally Yours. Im ususally against getting inked words but I thought this was cool! Anywho, we could both get its seeing how Montalby wont get ink! I think that would rock! Ok, Im gonna call you after I write this...
Fatally Yours,
Matt
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I really need to update this thing!
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naulite:
Happy Thanksgiving To Ya
naulite:
belated is better than never.

How are ya doing? How's the lil one?

N.
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Okay, I have been home almost a week and still have yet to regale ye with tales of debauchery from Reno...and as soon as I can think of some good ones you will be the first to hear them! But seriously, I had such an awesome time. The concert was amazing and the company was amazinger! Much love to Plaidhangover and Montalby, I love...
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jjay:
thanks for nice comments in bcb smile
plaidhangover:
Ok maybe this will work...

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I'm off to Reno tomorrow for the Reggie and The Full Effect/ Alkaline Trio/My Chemical Romance concert!

I will tell you all about it on Tuesday.

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plaidhangover:
Still no update on your fun trip to Reno, you need to tell EVERYONE how much fun you had with us!!! C'mon dont be shy, tell them how crazy I am, and how Montalby wouldn't let go of my belt!!! smile
plaidhangover:
Hey I updated some of my profile, go look at my fantasy and my occupation!!!
I also got my e-mail working on my camera phone so I was able to get some pictures from the concert up too!!! Hope you had fun with Janey and Clista!!! Nighty Night!
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Time to update, but what to write?
I have nothing to do this weekend, which really isn't different from most weekends so I am not all that disheartened. However, next weekend will be so "fun filled" it makes this weekend seem all the more pathetic.
So now you may ask,
"What excitement does next weekend bring?"
Well I'll tell you: I get to spend next...
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naulite:
One.. i obviously can't type a 4:52 am... lol

Two.. I kinda sound like one of those sexual enhancement commercials.. lol

Three.. I'm not really sure what i just said, so disreguard as needed.. lol

Four.. i'm going back to bed.

huggers

N.
munke:
whoah... log in today to see your comment... and guess where I was yesterday?

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That's right. TRAVIS baby!

My mom needed new stickers for her window... so me and my baby and my mom cruised out to Travis.... bought some stuff at the BX... watered the dog... and the back to Sacramento.

smile

Are you military? Married to military? Child of military???

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So after three months and three weeks I built up the courage to go out to dinner without the baby. I know, I am brave. I had a good time, I ate good Moroccan food, drank good Moroccan wine(my first alcohol in well over a year)and enjoyed the belly dancers with Montalby. I made him shove money down their skirts. It was memorable to...
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_pauly_:
Oooo Catherines sister biggrin kiss Please accept my friendship kiss.

I hope your doing good darlin' kiss kiss
plaidhangover:
YAY!!! More friends for Sissie!!! And about mum's b-day.... Im always a square!!

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I can hardly wait to see The Alkaline Trio live and in all their glory!
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bairdduvessa:
in re: to your comment

thanks i appreciate it
naulite:

this caption should read, "You better be glad this water was warm, cuz I was gonna punch you right in the nose if it wasn't!"

Babies are just the best when they are that age. I miss my son when he was that little. It still gets me that he so loved ceiling fans. You could lay down a blanket and put him smack in the middle of the floor and if you just turn the ceiling fan on low, He was set to go. Sometimes I'd just lay next to him and rub his tummy or he'd put a death grip on my fingers and try and chew em into nubs.

Yep, only happens once so cherrish every bit of it.

N.