So I haven't worked since May 6th and don't have plans to return to work until Jan. 2006....however, work called and asked me to come in and work 6.5 hours on Friday. I wish I didn't need the money.
So now I need a babysitter and an excess of breast milk to leave for the Mia. And of course, no matter how much I try I can't pump any milk at all. I am frustrated to the point of tears. I thought the worst thing would be leaving her and now I realize the worst thing is not being able to feed her. I so don't want to resort to formula, I will feel like I failer her somehow, so I have to just keep pumping.
Damn.
So now I need a babysitter and an excess of breast milk to leave for the Mia. And of course, no matter how much I try I can't pump any milk at all. I am frustrated to the point of tears. I thought the worst thing would be leaving her and now I realize the worst thing is not being able to feed her. I so don't want to resort to formula, I will feel like I failer her somehow, so I have to just keep pumping.
Damn.
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Ans as always, you are more then welcome! See you tomorrow!