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I'm so tired. I ended up waking up about 2:45am this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. I texed Mike H. the owner of Dead Town Tavern. We texed a couple of time's and then he had to go. Damn he's suck an ass. I finally got over him, FINALLY and the FUCKER call's me up on my birthday 5am and start's talking. It was all a blurr because I was sleepy as hell and trying to figure out what the fuck he wanted. He wants to hook up? No, he was calling for Booty. Damn! I really would like to hook up again. I want this opportunity again. I've got pic's of him on my site. Look at them and tell me he's not F.I.N.E. (FINE!) Yeah I know, he is... I can't get the Fucker outta my head now. I was doing great because he had a Girl and it was like 5 month's since he had called me or I had tried to contact him. For once I'd let him go and I was being a Good Girl! Well anyhow, I ended up writing a song, I'd like you all to tell me what you think about it. Here it is...
"Where in My Head"
By Monica R.
As I sit here, trying to put it in words. I know that my mind is causing my life to spin out of control. I dont know how to grab the rein's and take control to get it back on track. Feeling I need medication, denying anything's wrong. This is why I am writing this song. *You dont know where I am, I mean where in my mind; I could be here today and gont tomorrow (in my mind), You dont know where I am, lost today... Back again another day*. Somehow I get the sence that you know what I'm saying, you really get what I am saying. Oh for the moment, now that moment's gone. I feel inside I bleed for everyone and everything. Yes, No, I dont know, Now I'm scared, had time to think... Now I've lost control again. (Grabbing the rein's) I must go on, I've got every reason to live, right? That's what everyone alway's says, but they're not in my Fucked Up Head! I can't make decision's, I can't, I dont know where I Am, I mean where in My mind. I could be here today and gone tomorrow (in my mind) You dont know where I am, lost today back again another day. It was nice knowing ya.
Well, what did you think?
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