bettiekill

edited to retain semblence of dignity.

man, not feeling that good today. really not.

i think the boy and i are having some serious relationship issues. pussyfooting around 'the big decision'.we are both becoming discontent with one anothers behaviour with each other... which sucks because im the selfish bitch of the relationship, and he's the moody sacrificer of the relationship. I mow him down and he lets me.

sigh.

it isnt half assed. we want it to work. but can it? . i guess im just not sure how to cut ties myself, either, let alone whether i wanna cut it.



we decided to cool it for a few days.. see each oher with a few in between. i mentioned how much i'd prefer to just 'date' again--- not hang around getting on each others' nerves.

rambling, rambling. my conscience is feeling heavy tonight.