bettieblueeyes

More details on yesterdays post.


When I was 19 (I'm 24 now) my sister's friend came up from philly to visit. I fell head over heals in love. Nothing ever happened I just had a major crush. Well, he came up to visit for the 1st time since then. This time things did happen and it was like a fucking fairytale and shit. Yesterday was the day he left. Things were left kind of as they were. No definite anythings. So basically I am left head over heal w/no idea what the fuck is going to happen. So that is why I was sad.

As for why I was happy, I got a kick ass promo at work yesterday. Better schedule and 10k more a year.

So it was a very mixed bad kind of day. My eyes were welling up with tears while I had a stupid grin on my face.
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