betsyjane

I am super-happy right now.
I just spend NINE DAYS INDOORS.
No open windows or anything.
Doing medical testing.
So now I am 2000 dollahs richer and feel like I'm on E because everything is so wonderful.
Fresh air! Rain! Coffee! Friends! Privacy! Real clothes!

I already went out and bought me some new contact lenses (green ones! In a prescription that isn't three years old!)
and leg warmers with leather knee pads.
Now to pay my credit card bill. Yay!

Also I have cat-sitting jobs lined up for the weekend already and one of my awesomest friends will be home for the holiday. More Yay!

The only things really stressing me out right now are (in order)
#1 - People who I haven't written back to - from perpal club and mostly my friend in prison.
#2 - The fact that I bought something on ebay - got the money order and never mailed it and now have a strike against me, no item, and a money order..
#3 - random crap that's annoying but pretty important that I should do like get a state ID, apply for low-income insurance, find or get a new ss card and birth certificate
#4 - the mess
#5 - the future

But there is so much more happy and good and excited - really #1 and #2 are what causes my chest to hurt.

Okay. Being alive is great!
~me