Well, my "diet" isn't going very well. I still eat to much cheese... But it's sooo good!
Well, as I told you earlier I had decided to stop drinking for quite a while, but it's so hard! I'm afraid I might be alcoholic in some way, because it have always seemed so natural to take a drink before lunch, take a drink after dinner and then take three drinks before bed. And then drink a lot at weekends. It sounds awful, I know, but I have just been used to some kind of strange glamourus lifestyle and I have also really loved it, but sometimes my drinking goes to far and a lot of awful things happen, so therefore I have decided to quit.
So, for two days I took Stesolid insead of drinking, but the last two days I haven't been taking any pills either and I feel very strange. I managed to stop smoking and I used to smoke a lot, so to stop drinking shouldn't be so hard, but now I could really need a drink. And tha worst thing is that we have lots of alcohol here at home, because my boyfriend takes some drinks after work.
It's hard, but this is really something I should do, because I don't want to be an alcoholic like almost all of my relatives are. It would be so sad if I destroyed my life that way.
Well, as I told you earlier I had decided to stop drinking for quite a while, but it's so hard! I'm afraid I might be alcoholic in some way, because it have always seemed so natural to take a drink before lunch, take a drink after dinner and then take three drinks before bed. And then drink a lot at weekends. It sounds awful, I know, but I have just been used to some kind of strange glamourus lifestyle and I have also really loved it, but sometimes my drinking goes to far and a lot of awful things happen, so therefore I have decided to quit.
So, for two days I took Stesolid insead of drinking, but the last two days I haven't been taking any pills either and I feel very strange. I managed to stop smoking and I used to smoke a lot, so to stop drinking shouldn't be so hard, but now I could really need a drink. And tha worst thing is that we have lots of alcohol here at home, because my boyfriend takes some drinks after work.
It's hard, but this is really something I should do, because I don't want to be an alcoholic like almost all of my relatives are. It would be so sad if I destroyed my life that way.
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gujsel:
hi sweety It would be so sad if you destroyed your life that way.also for we that you we are friends 
blyddyn:
Be strong, try and limit your drinking at first, try 1 drink, then a water, or a soft drink - that might help. Drinking with a meal is fine, because the food helps absorb the alcohol, I hope it goes well for you, anyway.
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