betsy_maid

I'm at my friend Amelias place. We're drinking whiskey and having fun. I'm afraid my subscription here is soon over and I won't be around here for very long. I am sorry, but I have to say goodbye.

I don't know if I have told you people, but I have given up on being a Suicide Girl. I think I am too old and I don't really have what it takes. And I'm focusing on my writing now. I really want to be an author. I have published two books now "Bomull i min hals" (Cotton in my throat) and "Silhuett" under the...
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Now everything is fine again. Merry christmas and a happy new year!

So... I have been ill for one month, just crying and throwing up with headaches and everything, but I went to the doctor, got some morphine and pills and now I'm much better. Now I'm gonna start my new life. my bf took me back and I'm soo happy, so now I have love and that is all that really matters, isn't it?

Now all...
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Maybe we're together again. I don't know, because I really fucked things up, but I'm hoping it will all work out eventually. I do love him. I really do. Sometimes I just don't know if I'm any good at having relationships at all.

So, what have I been doing these couple of weeks? I have been crying a lot and I have also been sick....
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So, I lost him. Not over this foot fetish thing, but something else. I am all alone again and so unhappy. We have been together for 5,5 years and I love him more than I love myself. I don't think I can live this life now. I'm so sad. I'm just crying and screaming.

Hi!

Today I got another offer of being a porn kind of model, and I hope I can work with both places at once. They do Swedish Hustler and Cats and so, so it's quite big, but they do it hardcore and I'm not sure about it. It is not a problem for me actually, doing porn, but it is for my bf. He got...
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I've just been offered a model contract as a foot fetish model in Malm in Sweden! I'm so happy!

Today I'm sad. I've been waiting forever to get a job. I got a job. And I lost it. Hope my foot fetish site will work out ok, because I really need the money. it's free for now, but when I have more stuff on it I will start for real. I have nothing on it now. I will take my first pictures tomorrow. Then...
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