betrayedbyhope

well then thats the perfect time to get out a map. look at what you have done wrong you know it is wrong. those are the destinations you have been. you want to change course. whoever fucked up or whatever doesn't matter. what has happened has happened. what matters right now is what you do with what you have.

the last thing i have to say is this. I read your past journals and you talk a lot about your past. The joy an misery of being human is that we are not truly definable. Our past may shape us but it is not us unless we so chose it. Like I said don't focus on the past focus on the future. And unless things are really messed up get your ass over to her and try and talk things out unless you think she needs a few days to sit and cool off. You can say yer defeated or you can keep trying. The choice is yours.