betrayedbyhope

Her...

I've tried my best
And nothing has come
I want to give up
But I continue to run


I've rose to my feet
But I know I will fall
The green light says go
And I continue to stall
Time slowly changes
And leaves me behind
The scars on my soul
Are it's way to remind
Remind me I'm nothing
That I'm faulty and sh*t
That there's no point in living
So I might as well quit
And as wrong as it sounds
I think that it's true
"Why should I live life?"

...Then There is you...

Through Every Hardship, Through all the pains and stress
With every moment i feel like my world is about to cave in..
.. I just think of her... and i realize... its all worth it..

The truth is, ive been living my relationship all wrong, i spent so much time looking at the things in my beautiful girlfriend that i didnt like, and didnt even think for one moment it was making me an asshole.. i had to have a friend tell me this, and when she did, it hit me all at once.. i thought about it.. and she was right... im an asshole... i changed because of my own insecurity and cowardness... I have to be the person i once was again, and i am doing all in my power to do so.. the first step of realizing it was the biggest one i can take.. but im not letting my foolishness be the cause of a ruined relationship.. I love her, more then im sure many people can comprehand..

Confused, but in Love.
Me...