betrayedbyhope

Today has brought me to a strange understanding of myself.. Throughout my life, i have been a hardass, a prick, a person who cares about nothing more then his own foolish idea's.. Love has made me realize how wrong i have been. I realize now that i forget that my way of life has a horrible effect on others.. And so i make a promise with myself. I must learn to understand the thoughts and reasoning of others... This is the only life i have, and though i never thought it was worth living, My love for a certain someone has all but kicked me in the face, knocking me to reality. I must learn to understand in order to keep that which i love the most.. It will take me a little time, and patients from others.. but this is something i must do. Though i must never forget who i am, Some sacrifices must be made... I Must not lose the love of my life due to my own selfish thoughts.. because that would make me the biggest fool of them all...