Woohoo!! 9 1/2 days without food!!! way to go me!!!.. i tried eating yesterday.. i just puked it back up.. that was fun... *hint = Sarcasm* if it werent for Milk, juice, and water.. i believe id officially be dead.. ive lost quite a few lbs.. lol.. not that i need to.. *sigh* anyways... i have nothing to say.. change that.. i have a lot...
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obliviousfocus:
eat for the love of god
boo1:
Well...everyone is saying eat. I'll go against the grain. STARVVEEEEEEE. More food for my fatass.
rawr. fuck it, rawr
So yeah, on march 25th - april 2nd or 3rd, im going to be In N.Y. I need some time away from here, and its the best i could do *shrugs*
Well, i have a court date today, which really sucks, im not getting into detail about it, but wish me luck! " I am not a crook! ' *gives the...
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So yeah, on march 25th - april 2nd or 3rd, im going to be In N.Y. I need some time away from here, and its the best i could do *shrugs*
Well, i have a court date today, which really sucks, im not getting into detail about it, but wish me luck! " I am not a crook! ' *gives the...
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devildoll23:
good luck with court and have fun in N.Y.! 
boo1:
I'd like to strangle someone with a yoyo...LOL i missed that one
Oh the Irony in life... almost makes you want to strangle something with a yoyo and ducktape the corpse to a ceiling above someones bed for when they go to sleep at night...
oh, the friends list is for friends right?
Even those we love, or in my case, are in love with, will sooner or later become strangers... the though love will never fade.....
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oh, the friends list is for friends right?
Even those we love, or in my case, are in love with, will sooner or later become strangers... the though love will never fade.....
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obliviousfocus:
Anger solves nothing
silveronthetree:
Fuck you but peace? Contradictory.
So Many Empty Promises... people shouldnt make promises they cannot keep... thanks, a lot..
DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT THE GIRL YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH, IS SAYING HOW HAPPY SHE IS NOW THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER IN HER LIFE!!! FUCK!!!!
.... My legs are shaking when i stand.. i feel so weak..
tomorrow will be...
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DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT THE GIRL YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH, IS SAYING HOW HAPPY SHE IS NOW THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER IN HER LIFE!!! FUCK!!!!
.... My legs are shaking when i stand.. i feel so weak..
tomorrow will be...
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DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT THE GIRL YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH, IS SAYING HOW HAPPY SHE IS NOW THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER IN HER LIFE!!! FUCK!!!!
.... My legs are shaking when i stand.. i feel so weak..
tomorrow will be seven days without food... and yet the thought of eating makes me sick... i...
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.... My legs are shaking when i stand.. i feel so weak..
tomorrow will be seven days without food... and yet the thought of eating makes me sick... i...
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..whats going on?!?!?!?
Its so funny how many times one persons mind can change...
SO here i am, with a million thoughts running through my head, and i cant complete a single one.. Its come to my attention, that no matter how strong of a feeling love may be... Apparently its not always enough...
I use to think it could get through anything if it...
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Its so funny how many times one persons mind can change...
SO here i am, with a million thoughts running through my head, and i cant complete a single one.. Its come to my attention, that no matter how strong of a feeling love may be... Apparently its not always enough...
I use to think it could get through anything if it...
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theinsomniac:
Sorry to see you're troubled, friend. Love is a crazy thing, it drives us to extremes of emotion. I hope things get clearer for you soon.
boo1:
meep, i got a mention. 
i apologize for any scares my last entry might have gave, but just f.y.i. i am still going to be gone from SG for a bit..
but id like everyone to know that things are turning out a bit better, i have found out that the girl i love is not forever lost to me... once some stress is off her shoulders, and she is...
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but id like everyone to know that things are turning out a bit better, i have found out that the girl i love is not forever lost to me... once some stress is off her shoulders, and she is...
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obliviousfocus:
well be patient and be strong for her
silveronthetree:
Good luck
Hey everyone, ya'know what.. this is probably my last journal entry...
im sorry, but i think its time for me to go..
this world has given me enough big "fuck you's'
so now its time to say fuck you back.....
Im not sure whats going to happen this coming weekend....
i have a lot of thinking to do.. and maybe even a lot of goodbyes...
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im sorry, but i think its time for me to go..
this world has given me enough big "fuck you's'
so now its time to say fuck you back.....
Im not sure whats going to happen this coming weekend....
i have a lot of thinking to do.. and maybe even a lot of goodbyes...
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silveronthetree:
Farewell
micah:
It was nice knowing you for a short time. I hope you change your mind and come back some day.
Good luck in life's endeavors.
Good luck in life's endeavors.
I Havnt slept since friday
I havnt eaten since Thursday
I wanted to write a journal entry on how i feel.. but it is too hard to just write it.. so i write this poem instead.. using an old poem that i wrote long ago, and continuing it.... there is a small entry at the bottom of this too, incase you dont want to read...
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I havnt eaten since Thursday
I wanted to write a journal entry on how i feel.. but it is too hard to just write it.. so i write this poem instead.. using an old poem that i wrote long ago, and continuing it.... there is a small entry at the bottom of this too, incase you dont want to read...
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obliviousfocus:
then rest if you are tired
some times the soul needs rest
some times the soul needs rest
boo1:
No. we made a deal we were going out on pills & alcohol. And we're only 19, so we cant legally buy alcohol. LOL.
Well, Everything i can do i have done, now i have to sit and wait for time to allow me the satisfaction of finding an answer.. I am never giving up though, not until my last breath, and even then... i shall continue trying as i pass into the next world.. I dont care if this isnt reality.. if it isnt.. then i defy reality......
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socalsk1nhead:
Litter Darkshore with the lifeless bodies of owlbears and furbolgs.
betrayedbyhope:
Believe me, i have been ;o(
i just want too die.
i just lost the only thing in the world that means something too me...
i dont belong here...
i just lost the only thing in the world that means something too me...
i dont belong here...
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obliviousfocus:
well then thats the perfect time to get out a map. look at what you have done wrong you know it is wrong. those are the destinations you have been. you want to change course. whoever fucked up or whatever doesn't matter. what has happened has happened. what matters right now is what you do with what you have.
obliviousfocus:
the last thing i have to say is this. I read your past journals and you talk a lot about your past. The joy an misery of being human is that we are not truly definable. Our past may shape us but it is not us unless we so chose it. Like I said don't focus on the past focus on the future. And unless things are really messed up get your ass over to her and try and talk things out unless you think she needs a few days to sit and cool off. You can say yer defeated or you can keep trying. The choice is yours.
Her...
I've tried my best
And nothing has come
I want to give up
But I continue to run
I've rose to my feet
But I know I will fall
The green light says go
And I continue to stall
Time slowly changes
And leaves me behind
The scars on my soul
Are it's way to remind
Remind me I'm nothing
That I'm faulty and...
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I've tried my best
And nothing has come
I want to give up
But I continue to run
I've rose to my feet
But I know I will fall
The green light says go
And I continue to stall
Time slowly changes
And leaves me behind
The scars on my soul
Are it's way to remind
Remind me I'm nothing
That I'm faulty and...
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obliviousfocus:
You can never be the person you once were. You can only be the person you want yourself to be and the person your other half wants you to be. Stop trying to go to the past, it cannot be done. Move towards your future. That is where you and your girlfriend will exist.
