bethbr00tality

...they don't even want to submit the new set to member review.

i thought this one was waaay better than the last one. =[

i'm fucking depressed now.

....make that super fucking depressed. it was so much better! way more nudity, even vag!! wtf. i give up.

Here I am, hiding from the cold under blankets at 4pm. It's 61.3 degrees out and I'm ready to head south. So often I wish I had the money to just pack up my dog and my stuff and my boy and move to Portland or Seattle.

Instead, I'm hiding. Waiting for boyfran to come home. Listening to Dethklok: Deathalbum II. Waiting to go to...
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i got a 1.25" tunnel in one ear, and almost a second in the other. =]

i gotta order silicone for the winter. 1.25" it is.

i'm already picking apart my new set and it hasn't even been reviewed yet! ugh. i was so optimistic about it, but the more i see it the more i don't like it. =[ bummer.

i need to go to bed. i have a cuddly boyfriend under a blanket waiting for me. =]

oh goooooood.

(-112$) in the bank account i never use because of something i didn't know would automatically happen. w. t. f. i'm going to see if i can get some fees waived, other wise i am fucked. i can't pay my rent late again.

this whole switching jobs thing sucks. my next check will finally be back on track but these $200 checks instead...
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bills make my head hurt. i don't want to be a grown up anymore.

i need to buy work clothes, but my job isn't paying me enough to buy what i need. oh. good. ughh. i wanted to go back to school tomorrow, but. ha. and i wanted to go back in the winter, but i don't see that happening either.

fml.

[[whine whine whine;...
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