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Friday Nov 07, 2003

Nov 7, 2003
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Wow. I'm lame.

Yeah, so work was interesting on 3 hours of sleep. If I could have gotten any more emotional, I think I would have ended it all with a box cutter.

I took two Tylenol PM's and a Meijer Sleep Aid. Why don't I feel anything? I'm numb. I think you could punch me in the head, and I'd be like, "May I help you?" confused

I really need to get a space heater for this room. My feet are like ice. At least I can feel that, but I don't think it will be long before I just don't feel anything anymore. I can still cry (boy, can I!), but I read somewhere that sometimes people get so depressed, that they just can't cry anymore. That there is something in the tears that you cry when you're sad that helps you relax, and if you're so depressed that you can't cry, then....then you suck, I guess. Maybe I should just keep crying so I don't suck.

I got another rejection letter, too. Woo hoo. Twist the knife, why don't you?

puke
applerecords1251:
Get a heater, get some pills to make you high and get some sleep. And just because it makes no sense, good ole squee!
Nov 7, 2003
stgeorge:
I wish you wouldn't talk like that. You need to be happy. You are such a lovely girl. Here for you. x
Thick socks is what you need or a hot water bottle, keep those toes cosy. wink
Don't cry I prefer it when you smile.
All my love xxx

[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 4:06AM]
Nov 7, 2003

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