long boring shit ... please ignore ... i am just venting.
it's 1:35am and i've been trying to sleep since 10pm ... arhhhhhhhh ... i wish the gym was open.
see i know this person, the problems really started getting out of control at the age of about 15 ... older male friends, 18 or so, would give her drugs, tobacco and alcohol ... well they would do this because young girls are so funny when...
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see i know this person, the problems really started getting out of control at the age of about 15 ... older male friends, 18 or so, would give her drugs, tobacco and alcohol ... well they would do this because young girls are so funny when...
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i am so bumed out ... i broke up with the girl of my dreams last week .. she has a teenage daughter ... the black, angry, selfish, controlling, angy, on the road to oblivion type ...
well because life is so hard at home, it's not seriously, it's not, but this pattern of feeling gets a lot of support from her wife beating, critical,...
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well because life is so hard at home, it's not seriously, it's not, but this pattern of feeling gets a lot of support from her wife beating, critical,...
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off to see the horses race and have lunch with dad ... cya
obeypabst:
hmmmmm.....
horse races are good. we can bet real money on them right???
hehheeheeehe
Boston jokes in Jormagund's journal??
I sooo am in need of a bookie!
gambling bad, suicide girls good!
horse races are good. we can bet real money on them right???
hehheeheeehe
Boston jokes in Jormagund's journal??
I sooo am in need of a bookie!
gambling bad, suicide girls good!
is fighting lazy a problem for you?
another day another dollar ... the gym work is really helping ... 3hrs on the treadmill tonight ...
i guess not everyone was so fortunate ... who knows ... is it chemistry ... environment ... change??? a young woman hanged herself in the garden of th primary school across the road from my work today. i am not sure whether it's a will to die, or will to stop living? anyhow, she wasn't pretty or young so it is quit likely that her...
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want something? greedy? let me know.
mariposa:
I want a lot...
But I'm not greedy.
Anyhow, I dont have a cell phone, but if I do decide to get one, I'll make sure it has LIFEGPS...so that I know where to go with my life...ha.
But I'm not greedy.
Anyhow, I dont have a cell phone, but if I do decide to get one, I'll make sure it has LIFEGPS...so that I know where to go with my life...ha.
pinkfoojedi:
I want a few things but they all seem to be unattainable at the moment. Maybe one day...
oh no ... Michael Scofield has just been recaptured ... stay tuned ... i'lll let you know more as i find out ...
whahahahaha ... just kidding ...
whahahahaha ... just kidding ...
just spent some time on chat ... sg girls are *kshhhh" hot hot hot ... hahaha
jormagund:
I think frustrating myself that way would be a cruel, masochistic punishment.
beroccaboy:
i agree ... i drag myself into my own unhappiness.
at the moment though i need the distractions, they are better than the alternative. i feel disconnected, i never really fit in those chat things, everyone seems to know each other, it's clicky, the girls are hot and now the closest i get are when i sing "glory days", but ... the loneliness ... the time alone in my head ... without the distraction, is not good
i am no different to other people ... we all know what it means to be sad, just like we all know what it means to be happy ... just like going to they gym ... i force myself to jump online ... i put my thick skin on and just jump in. sure no one says hi ... sure i don't have anything clever to say, i get scared, who wouldn't ... nevertheless, i just jump in and say hi
every now and then, sooner than i could have even hoped for ... someone like you comes along and even if it is for a day or a week ... i am a little bit more connected. i just keep going ... sooner or later it is all fixed ...
i am not the nicest person .. nor am i the worst ... i appreciate the chat :-)
thanks mate :-)
at the moment though i need the distractions, they are better than the alternative. i feel disconnected, i never really fit in those chat things, everyone seems to know each other, it's clicky, the girls are hot and now the closest i get are when i sing "glory days", but ... the loneliness ... the time alone in my head ... without the distraction, is not good
i am no different to other people ... we all know what it means to be sad, just like we all know what it means to be happy ... just like going to they gym ... i force myself to jump online ... i put my thick skin on and just jump in. sure no one says hi ... sure i don't have anything clever to say, i get scared, who wouldn't ... nevertheless, i just jump in and say hi
every now and then, sooner than i could have even hoped for ... someone like you comes along and even if it is for a day or a week ... i am a little bit more connected. i just keep going ... sooner or later it is all fixed ...
i am not the nicest person .. nor am i the worst ... i appreciate the chat :-)
thanks mate :-)
crawled up a chicken's arse ... exit was as satisfying as i had first hoped ... stay tuned ... will try smaller chicken ... eeyyyywww ... mmwwwaaaahahahahah
went to the gym ... two hrs on treadmil 5km/h ... hope to crawl up a chickens arse sometime soon ...
today is a holiday ... partner could not visit last night after work (or stay) because drunken 16yo daughter might come home or ring at 4am for a lift to the next party. as it turned out daughter got lucky and decided to stay...
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today is a holiday ... partner could not visit last night after work (or stay) because drunken 16yo daughter might come home or ring at 4am for a lift to the next party. as it turned out daughter got lucky and decided to stay...
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