beqa

I wrote this in 2004. (and funnily enough I didn't write it about anyone in particular)

Dirty Bird

Fade into you / fade out from me
Suffocate my unconscious
Creep into me / And bleed out for you
You rub me raw with intent
Breathe into you / And sigh out for me
Inflate my apathy
Fighting within / I did it again
But I'm learning how to win
My memory / This ghost of you
Lingers on my sanity
You live within me / I live without you
You're no longer a God to me.

I cannot stand the feeling
When everyone's deceiving
Challenge love you know
And tell it to go

Forgive not forget / No more regret
My conscience finally clean
Yet you remain / As part of the chain
That's woven into my brain

I cannot stand the feeling
This lonely sense of healing
Challenge fear you know
And tell it to go.