beowhat

Today i came to the full realization that my recent former supervisor had done everything in his power to ruin my career, no matter what ive done or how many times i was top of my class, how many missions id accomplished, how many good things id done in the military. Now the only thing that seems to matter is peoples personal opinions based on hearsay about my terrible attitude, that i didnt even know i had until i got to this squadron. Is it fiction or is it real? I couldnt tell you, since everyone i come across seems to tell me im someone different. Either way it seems all of my peers are doing fantastic and im left behind because the majority of people hate me. Ill get no good assignments, no good crews, no quick promotions, because of one pompous jackass and his amazing influence. I dont have the energy, drive, or desire to deal with these people anymore, and theyve got me in a corner.

Now you know
this is what it feels like

Not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched