The great wild world -here I come!
This will be my last post until I get back from Europe at the end of the month. Time is just flying I can not believe I catch my plane in 13 days. Final plan Paris to Berlin to Rome. (according to my tickets).
To be honest I have never traveled so far from home totally on my...
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This will be my last post until I get back from Europe at the end of the month. Time is just flying I can not believe I catch my plane in 13 days. Final plan Paris to Berlin to Rome. (according to my tickets).
To be honest I have never traveled so far from home totally on my...
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Maintenant c'est complet .....adieu Phoenix
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wsoxfan:
Is there a particular reason you changed your name? Did I miss something?
sherrillee:
And like a Phoenix - you emerge renewed - victorious....Banzai!
Humanity
We call it Random Acts of Kindness.
But there is nothing Random about it.
It is purely intentional.
The human soul longs to do good.
But it is at a loss for direction.
Humanity is each and every individual
Standing unified with one single purpose.
That purpose is the dignity, respect and well being for all.
Become part of humanity.
(No this I can...
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We call it Random Acts of Kindness.
But there is nothing Random about it.
It is purely intentional.
The human soul longs to do good.
But it is at a loss for direction.
Humanity is each and every individual
Standing unified with one single purpose.
That purpose is the dignity, respect and well being for all.
Become part of humanity.
(No this I can...
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benzai_ten:
Haha- yes Best Friend is convinced that movie was in fact made about my life...I keep goin back to NYC to meet that guy on street when I go back in Nov maybe that time 
Love you lots too but this u know !
Love you lots too but this u know !
wsoxfan:
I'm assuming your comment below mine was meant for me. I see no evidence that you're losing your humanity. Knowing you as I think i do, I can't imagine that ever happening.
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Today....
First thank you so much for the kindness in words, in texts and calls.
Tomorrow...I will know if I in fact go down the road ...that means first visit with my Dr.
On the drive to my Head Office today I passed the airport....my close friend American Express was trying to convince me we needed a holiday ...far far away from reality....I said wait...
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First thank you so much for the kindness in words, in texts and calls.
Tomorrow...I will know if I in fact go down the road ...that means first visit with my Dr.
On the drive to my Head Office today I passed the airport....my close friend American Express was trying to convince me we needed a holiday ...far far away from reality....I said wait...
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wsoxfan:
I'm keeping you in my thoughts as you consult with the doctor.
I hear you about thew vacation from reality. I'd give anything to be able to do that. If you go, can you take me with you?
I hear you about thew vacation from reality. I'd give anything to be able to do that. If you go, can you take me with you?
ted_stryker:
Listen to the girl, she knows what she's talking about! 
Please keep us up to date about the appointment today, we are both here for you. Unfortunately I can't call at the moment but I hope it's obvious that your in my thoughts.
Please keep us up to date about the appointment today, we are both here for you. Unfortunately I can't call at the moment but I hope it's obvious that your in my thoughts.New York Updates will come on the weekend.
I am exhausted...but New York in short was fantastic..it always is. Each time I see the New York skyline I feel as if I am arriving at home. There is a palpable energy that reaches out ..it feels like it wraps itself around you like a friend or a long lost lover. Each time I leave a...
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I am exhausted...but New York in short was fantastic..it always is. Each time I see the New York skyline I feel as if I am arriving at home. There is a palpable energy that reaches out ..it feels like it wraps itself around you like a friend or a long lost lover. Each time I leave a...
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mrsted_stryker:
MEH about exs. Not ALL of mine are evil and horrible but even the ok ones I dont feel like being best buds with ya know?
I know work has been crazy lately. Maybe this weekend you can relax, have a drink and give your NM fish a call?
I know work has been crazy lately. Maybe this weekend you can relax, have a drink and give your NM fish a call?
ted_stryker:
Ex's are like pennies found in the street, scratched and defaced and worthless. It's pointless to carry them in your pocket because they make noise take up space, are dirty and make your hand smell bad. I hate pennies as much as I hate ex's. Leave them in the tray next to the register for the next hapless passerby. Don't bend over for mere pocket change, wait until you find a hundred dollar bill for that. A hundred dollar bill found when least expected will make you happy, but stumbling over a penny on the sidewalk should make you pay no mind.
Today I started the road to complete the Phoenix Tattoo on my back. She is half coloured now---- blazing reds and burnt orange---she is beautiful. But I could only sit for an hour much detail work and now I feel like my back is on Fire!
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mrsted_stryker:
If it is HALF as beautiful as you are, than I bet it is fantastically beautiful!
ferkixlll:
Well I guess that the deal a shop in Jersy had would be a bust for you:
For $100.00 all the Ink you can take in 1 nonstop sitting.
The end result sounds like it'll be stunning. Speedy healing.
For $100.00 all the Ink you can take in 1 nonstop sitting.
The end result sounds like it'll be stunning. Speedy healing.
Tonight I sit on my balcony facing the water. It has rained and the breeze is soft as it caresses my bare neck and shoulders. I hear that voice again..."This can all be over just pick up the phone, invite him back to your bed and the home that was built for him in your heart".
Another voice wafts to me on that same wind...
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Another voice wafts to me on that same wind...
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wsoxfan:
You have chosen to open a window to your soul and allow us in. I for one applaud your ability and desire to share such deep and obviously conflicted feelings.
I tend to do the same thing when I have pent-up emotions running through my head. It's been less than a year and a half since I discovered social networking and blogging. I have only my friend Lyrical to thank for that, as she was the one who suggested I join this site. I never could have imagined when I joined SG that it would have such an impact on my everyday life.
I tend to do the same thing when I have pent-up emotions running through my head. It's been less than a year and a half since I discovered social networking and blogging. I have only my friend Lyrical to thank for that, as she was the one who suggested I join this site. I never could have imagined when I joined SG that it would have such an impact on my everyday life.
Decision Time
Tonight I stand on the edge of the abyss.
A once desolate void now filled with tears born from my deepest sorrow.
The moonlight dances with cruel delight reflecting stolen memories from the past to my wandering eye.
Each ripple is a moment in time, time in the past and time that can never be.
Reckoning .....
Do I dive into the water...
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Tonight I stand on the edge of the abyss.
A once desolate void now filled with tears born from my deepest sorrow.
The moonlight dances with cruel delight reflecting stolen memories from the past to my wandering eye.
Each ripple is a moment in time, time in the past and time that can never be.
Reckoning .....
Do I dive into the water...
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After a very long week of constant upheaval all I could think about was unwinding with a drink. In the lounge I cut across the crowded dance floor to place my order at the bar. As I leaned across to reach for my drink I could feel someone press up close behind me , the soft exhale of moist breathe at the base of my...
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wsoxfan:
I love to write erotic stories too. You're very talented. I prefer to write BDSM relaed stories. Do you have a preferred theme when you're writing. I'd love to read more of your publications.
Important things I learned this weekend:
Men from Brazil can work you like no other on the dance floor.
When men from Manchester buy you drinks to keep pace say -No!
You really can drink too much.
Be happy for good friends who know where you live --even when you don't.
Men from Brazil can work you like no other on the dance floor.
When men from Manchester buy you drinks to keep pace say -No!
You really can drink too much.
Be happy for good friends who know where you live --even when you don't.
mrsted_stryker:
LMAO!!!! Sounds like a fantastic weekend!!!!!! Are there pictures of this?? I would pay to see them! 
And no I didnt get the last one! I just lucked out and the one that got away, actually never went very far! Sounds weird but I know you understand!
And no I didnt get the last one! I just lucked out and the one that got away, actually never went very far! Sounds weird but I know you understand!
benzai_ten:
Hi Baby Girl---missed u much!
As for pics toooo drunk to operate the phone that took motor skills...drop me a line in the "other world" we can catch up.
As for pics toooo drunk to operate the phone that took motor skills...drop me a line in the "other world" we can catch up.
Another night in a city that is not my home.
Another night in a bed that is not my own.
Another night in a bed that is not my own.
friscillating:
Tragic. Whose bed, then, is it?
benzai_ten:
It matters not the bed I was in but in fact the bed I desire.