This week I have been mostly:
Bored.
College finished, even though I havnt handed in all my work, and consequently my Distinction overall grade is more or less dropped to a Merit because the few assignments are referred and thus best mark I can get is Pass!
SO, working on the law of averages, it drops me to a merit. Whilst annoying, I am still pleased to know that I have the ability to do well, just my severe lack of motivation has let me down.....which means there is room for improvement/change in the future
I've been working loads of extra hours recently, but not been able to hang out with my mates...which sucks. Theres certain people I havnt called and spoken too, regardless of how much I care....which is weird.
It seems my lack of motivation of late has combined with an almost self initiated spiral of self destruction or something...and I'm left feeling more or less alone and detached from people.
It's like I've got no close personal relationships with anyone...my college buddies are just buddies....and thats about it really.
Either way, it's a bizarre and strange sensation which comes and goes........and isnt all that pleasant to be honest!
Come say hi to me.....I dont bite....not unless you piss me off, then I bite REAL hard!
Bored.
College finished, even though I havnt handed in all my work, and consequently my Distinction overall grade is more or less dropped to a Merit because the few assignments are referred and thus best mark I can get is Pass!
SO, working on the law of averages, it drops me to a merit. Whilst annoying, I am still pleased to know that I have the ability to do well, just my severe lack of motivation has let me down.....which means there is room for improvement/change in the future
I've been working loads of extra hours recently, but not been able to hang out with my mates...which sucks. Theres certain people I havnt called and spoken too, regardless of how much I care....which is weird.
It seems my lack of motivation of late has combined with an almost self initiated spiral of self destruction or something...and I'm left feeling more or less alone and detached from people.
It's like I've got no close personal relationships with anyone...my college buddies are just buddies....and thats about it really.
Either way, it's a bizarre and strange sensation which comes and goes........and isnt all that pleasant to be honest!
Come say hi to me.....I dont bite....not unless you piss me off, then I bite REAL hard!
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thedishwasher:
she doesnt really bother me too much, i realise its just dumb to get upset over someone so much younger... my main fear is she' ll be ignorant towards me on a bad day and ill deck her... im not violent, so the one time i actually would hit someone it would so not be cool for them to be a minor, hahaha 
thedishwasher:
glad to make your day 
.... and i think the terms "massive cock" and "however hard it is" should always be in the same sentence!!! 
.... and i think the terms "massive cock" and "however hard it is" should always be in the same sentence!!!