its curious. gone for so long, but it seems like time stopped
and everything remains the same.
when im alone, i walk stoop shouldered, small quick steps with my halted breath holding my heart in my ears, trying to listen over its ragged beat for footsteps, echoes, whispers...
everyone is following me.
paranoid. downright fucking crazy. voodoo. a read and wonder if its me youre cursing, and cringe to think that i dont know.
figments of me woven in your rumblings but vague enough to be anyone but me.
but me. paranoid. everyone is following me.
i dreamt an avalnche, a putrid river of bodies and shards. i clawed my way out, through packed icy snow for decades, bleeding broken fingernails stuck in the walls of this tunnel
that let me out into a white room with no exit.
i sat forever and melted.
you think you know me, but you dont. i thought i knew you and i was wrong.
exploded in a furious instant that would not end and i still havent forgiven you
and you will never forgive me.
your image of a bride
distorted and sharp...
blink it away.
you thought you knew me.
i guess we were wrong.
and everything remains the same.
when im alone, i walk stoop shouldered, small quick steps with my halted breath holding my heart in my ears, trying to listen over its ragged beat for footsteps, echoes, whispers...
everyone is following me.
paranoid. downright fucking crazy. voodoo. a read and wonder if its me youre cursing, and cringe to think that i dont know.
figments of me woven in your rumblings but vague enough to be anyone but me.
but me. paranoid. everyone is following me.
i dreamt an avalnche, a putrid river of bodies and shards. i clawed my way out, through packed icy snow for decades, bleeding broken fingernails stuck in the walls of this tunnel
that let me out into a white room with no exit.
i sat forever and melted.
you think you know me, but you dont. i thought i knew you and i was wrong.
exploded in a furious instant that would not end and i still havent forgiven you
and you will never forgive me.
your image of a bride
distorted and sharp...
blink it away.
you thought you knew me.
i guess we were wrong.
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xenomorph65:
benni, if only i was in your town....

xenomorph65:
maybe we were wrong