benni

i'm drunk enough to where i wish that journal had anything to do with me.

you just push me away, and you're so good at it. i wish i could do the same, but i'm so weak. you've got some crazy hold on me, and you don't even care, but i do. and i always will.

i'm going to stop dwelling on this. at least until tomorrow morning.

hope you feel better sweety, missing people hurts, ALOT!