benjiman

new tablets seem to be screwing my head up a bit

im on anti depressants and pain killers and anti inflamatories...and the cocktail, granted is helping me sleep, but i keep phasing out...its like the world goes quiet and i feel kinda numb, paralysed almost. its not a great feeling.

so glad i have jango and chewy during the day to look after, keeps me focused.

I do miss luz alot during the day when she is at work. I need to find a hobby that i can do to keep me going a bit more.

luz lightened her hair yesterday, she looks so beautiful with light hair, it just makes her look so happy it makes me smile. gunna look for my tinting brush so she can put some fun blue streaks in it also .

tried roobharb for the first time last night in a crumble luz had made, it was nice crumble, but the roobharb after taste was a bit too sour for my liking.

its tres windy outside...jango just went out and looked disgusted that he almost got blown over. he is now trying to bite the wind...yes he is a bit stoopid

hope everyone had a nice weekend

*hugs*