wierd few days...
had an appointment with a therapist on monday, i think it messed my head up more than anything. just got me depressed. my dad stayed with me on monday afternoon to keep me grounded, we bought a lawn mower the other night off ebay so he helped by mowing our stupidly large lawn, its nice not having it overgrown. Jango prefers it too.
new tablets the doctor has given me for pain in my neck have sent me a bit funny, the night time one knocks me out. and the morning one sends me a bit 'fuzzy' i feel a bit confused at the moment, only time im happy is when luz is with me.
kinda bored of WoW...a really good friend left our guild coz he has got obsessed with raiding every night, and being with friends wasnt good enough. that upset me quite a bit. I've lost my passion for the game, might have a break for a couple of months when my sub runs out in june. think being a GM comes with a bit too much stress sometimes...i just wanna sit back and play the game with my mates.
Nice weather though makes life a bit more happy. its nice to sit in the garden. I guess i'm just a bit bored, and coz i'm being all antisocial and intreverted im making myself a bit lonlely. I really miss working. I just wish the doctors could diagnose and treat me. Fed up with waiting...10 months with nothing is so frustrating.
i guess i'm hoping being back on SG will introduce me to some new friends. its just nice to be able to occupy myself reading through the group threads.
*hugs*
had an appointment with a therapist on monday, i think it messed my head up more than anything. just got me depressed. my dad stayed with me on monday afternoon to keep me grounded, we bought a lawn mower the other night off ebay so he helped by mowing our stupidly large lawn, its nice not having it overgrown. Jango prefers it too.
new tablets the doctor has given me for pain in my neck have sent me a bit funny, the night time one knocks me out. and the morning one sends me a bit 'fuzzy' i feel a bit confused at the moment, only time im happy is when luz is with me.
kinda bored of WoW...a really good friend left our guild coz he has got obsessed with raiding every night, and being with friends wasnt good enough. that upset me quite a bit. I've lost my passion for the game, might have a break for a couple of months when my sub runs out in june. think being a GM comes with a bit too much stress sometimes...i just wanna sit back and play the game with my mates.
Nice weather though makes life a bit more happy. its nice to sit in the garden. I guess i'm just a bit bored, and coz i'm being all antisocial and intreverted im making myself a bit lonlely. I really miss working. I just wish the doctors could diagnose and treat me. Fed up with waiting...10 months with nothing is so frustrating.
i guess i'm hoping being back on SG will introduce me to some new friends. its just nice to be able to occupy myself reading through the group threads.
*hugs*
peck:
Little things (like stay sitting on the grass or reading the others' blogs) are wich makes life better 