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the GP's doubled my medication 'cause apparently my levels of anxiety are preventing me from sleeping properly, so i need to get more monged. frown
snowballinhell:
frown Sorry to hear that, I hope you get some sleep soon honey xx
snowballinhell:
Hope you're okay, you've been very quiet kiss
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just had a pleasant evening arguing with father dearest over the nature of freedom in the UK, our part in the invasion of iraq, the history of WW 2 and the role of an officer in the military. hope no one walked past the house at the time as it all got rather heated toward the end.

anyway...passed my first year, starting to read...
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blah blah blah blah

6 weeks to exams and i can't get motivated to revise. bugger! then again, it's just too f***in' nice to worry about stuff like that at the moment.

anyway, new nin tomorrow! don't really have the money to pay for it, but what the hey........
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snowballinhell:
You okay? kiss
snowballinhell:
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nothing interesting happened today.

i think i might shave my hair this weekend.

i still find the study of public law to be strangley interesting, the rest i'm generallly blagging. the exams should be fun.

i miss rachel & ben. i feel like i'm missing a large part of my life, whether it's wiith them or someone else.

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snowballinhell:
tongue kiss
lelaina:
are you on the loo in your profile pic?
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had my alcohol dependancy meeting today. spent an hour just talking, about the drink, work, my life at the moment, the feelings of pressure resulting from the pressure i put myself under, the lack of self confidence, how i get on with my family, my inability to form social connections easily, debts, etc, etc. by the time i left my legs were trembling.

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snowballinhell:
How crazy is the world when it took 9 hours for those texts of yours to turn up!! confused Just as I stepped out of the shower, all 3 of your old texts suddenly appeared shocked

Anyway, I shall attempt to communicate with you tomorrow kiss
salome:
Good for you, for getting up the courage to face it and talk about it at all. It took my grandfather decades and the threat of jail before he starting trying to face his alcohol problem.
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gggrrrrr.....balls to all this. it's a fucking joke but it's not particularly funny anymore. got my alcohol abuse councillor meeting on thursday, work is really beginning to piss me off and'm starting to pick fights with customers which is pathetic. rachel seems to be involved with some homeless, jobless scrote who doesn't seem to get on with ben and she...
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steaky:
Firstly, good luck wit hthe meeting with the Councilor. I'm sure that will go well.
If your studying Law (Which I can't figure out why) then excellent, if you can pull it off your set for life. And I'm sure you can complete the essay in timeall the literature is available to you.
With Rachel, I would say (probably that same as everyone else, which you already know) to try and forget about her and sever all ties with her and Ben, for everyone's sake. I appretiate she represents a signifigant period of your life, which it would apear is now over, time to move on.
Best of luck with everything and congrats on getting down to 11st 2lbs thats a comfortable weight, wish I could get up to that, but I seem eternaly stuck at 8st 7lbs shocked
snowballinhell:
It's midnight, and although I know you don't really like it:



Speak to you later kiss
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don't know what's the matter at the moment, but i can't stop thinking about sex! it's always the ****ing way, as soon as you don't have easy access you end up like a walking hard-on. mad

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snowballinhell:
kiss I miss you kiss
snowballinhell:
*hugs* babe, you didn't sound your normal self tonight kiss

I hope tomorrow is a better day for you smile
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So manchester gets the first UK super casino! great! because the area really needs more debt problems, stupid & unrealistic hopes, insolvencies, gambling related crime, and minimum wage jobs. and lets be honest, you give a city in the UK unlimited jackpot gambling and free drinks? endless pissed-up violence at all hours of the day and random muggings in the immediate vicinity increase dramatically. great!!!!

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for the past two weeks i've woken every morning at around 4am. i'm on this new medication which seems to solve the problem it's supposed to, but doesn't appear to like me sleeping at all. consequently, things are a little blurry at the moment.

drinking's down, not stopped but definitely reduced. you know that thing where you squeeze your head...
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snowballinhell:
Hey honey biggrin

I'm proud of you, well done. It's never a good thing to just quit something completely anyway, that's just a recipe for disaster, so you cutting back is a good start kiss Jesus, you weigh less than me tongue

Fingers crossed the loan company get your paperwork sorted and don't start taking any money from you shocked

Sounds like an, erm, interesting weekend wink tongue

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
snowballinhell:
I'm going anon for a bit honey, I'm PM'ing you my contact details if you want to stay in touch while I'm off here kiss
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managed three days completely sober this week! That's the longest i've been dry in years. apart from that i only had five stellas, two whiskys and a glass of wine, which for me is pretty good. have an appointment with an alcohol councillor in february, the confirmation letter said '...it would help the assesment if you could arrive as sober as possible' !! i...
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snowballinhell:
You are not alone honey, you have me, albeit only with cyber hugs for now. You know you only have to come find me if you want a chat at all kiss

The kids had a blast despite having to go to school on their birthday tongue We spent the evening making Lego police cars, boats and helicopters biggrin

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
snowballinhell:
kiss You're still alive then wink tongue

I did get busy and then eBay pulled all my listings over some so-called "Site Interference Policy" which means absolute bollocks to me, so I'm now waiting on them to come back to me to tell me exactly what part of my listing broke the rules. I can't re-list until they do otherwise they'll suspend me shocked

I wonder why I bother sometimes - see procrastination doesn't cause headaches like this tongue

How are you anyway, honey? You've been very quiet over the last few days. Everything ok?

Love and kisses
Michelle xx