Ok, so I have a big mouth...but only when I feel an injustice has been done or someone's life is in danger. Last time I lost a friend because of my big mouth it was because they were threatening to do shit that was going to put someones job in danger....i'm not down with that. So I snitched. They ended up forgiving me, but it hasn't been the same since.
This time I lost a friend because she was messing around on the pool deck and distracting the lifeguard. There was about 15 to 20 people in the pool that were not being watched because her slutty ass wanted to flirt with the guard. If you wanna fool around at your job, thats fine with me...make yourself look stupid, be unprofessional, get fired...thats all fine with me. But when it comes to putting peoples life in danger, thats not cool. Someone could have been drowning and the lifeguard would have never known. So i snitched. I'm only a narc when it comes to hurting other people. I'm not ok with that! Is that wrong? I mean, I do bad shit too...just last week I smoked weed on the pool deck...but it was 10:30 at night and we were closed! I wasn't hurting anyone but myself. Now that slutty girl who flirts with the aquatics staff is no longer my friend. All i have to say is good riddance!
This time I lost a friend because she was messing around on the pool deck and distracting the lifeguard. There was about 15 to 20 people in the pool that were not being watched because her slutty ass wanted to flirt with the guard. If you wanna fool around at your job, thats fine with me...make yourself look stupid, be unprofessional, get fired...thats all fine with me. But when it comes to putting peoples life in danger, thats not cool. Someone could have been drowning and the lifeguard would have never known. So i snitched. I'm only a narc when it comes to hurting other people. I'm not ok with that! Is that wrong? I mean, I do bad shit too...just last week I smoked weed on the pool deck...but it was 10:30 at night and we were closed! I wasn't hurting anyone but myself. Now that slutty girl who flirts with the aquatics staff is no longer my friend. All i have to say is good riddance!
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Oh and about the university thing: I remeber when I dropped out of primary school I couldnt tell my dad because I knew he would be fucking upset. I wrote him a letter and he freaked out. He thought it is a goodbye suicide letter or something, he drove to my place and was hysterical. I told him I am pretty fine, I just CANT work there anymore. My grandma, who lives in the same house with me, still has no fucking idea. She always asks why I stay at home and why dont I go to work. I want to tell her, but I know she wouldnt understand. But I think when I finally come out with the truth I will feel a lot better. I have to do it someday, because I know she knows the truth deep down in her heart.
I sold my old backstreet boys cds today hahahahaha that was so funny. I didnt get much money but the second hand shop guy was so cool. He said: " Ohhhh nooo Backstreeb Boys. You were a hardcore fan of them right?" I had every BSB cd twice or multiple times, it was so embarassing, because next to me were this cool alternative guys and I stood there with my BSB cds and my tattoed sleeves hahahahaha
Regarding the cheque... I have no idea if it is possible. I think it has to be written on my real name... but who knows?!I think the german banc will cash a lot of it in. For example when I got my suicidegirls cheque it was 500 Dollar but I got 380 Euro out of it.
It is fucking cold here. In some minutes my friend will come and dye my hair blonde.
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