ben

The insomnia continues, this is the worst it's been in years...honestly it's the worst it's been ever. I'm going 2-4 days between sleeping, and often enough I only get 3-5 hours when I finally do pass out. I'm trying to do some things to make my life better, but I'm haunted by far too many ghosts. They've cost me far too much already, and all I see is further loss on the horizon. I'm not sleeping, and barely eating and there's not much of an end in sight for that. The one upside? The anti-depressant I've started is at least keeping my mood at a somewhat even keel. I don't really know where things go from here, but I guess I'll find out.