ben

Well, it's less than 2 months after I moved to NYC and I'll be moving back to MS as soon as I can. I moved to try and see if Stephanie and I would work out, a chance she said she was willing to give me. Today I find out she's decided she wants to date someone else. So the sole reason for me being in NYC is now gone, and I can't get out of here fast enough. It's not that I don't like the city, but I know next to no one up here and she was really the only reason I was here. I just can't justify staying, especially knowing she's dating someone else and I'd likely see them together. I can't handle that at this point. So I'll be gone as soon as I can get the money together for a plane ticket(Most likely this weekend). I wish I'd have had more time in the city, maybe then I would've made friends and had a reason to stay...but without her, it's pointless and too expensive. I'll chalk this up to an expensive life lesson and try to move on with my life from here. I can't even bring myself to be that pissed at her...I care too much for her, and I just want her to be happy. I wish more than anything that it would've been with me, but I guess not. See you NY, it was fun while it lasted.