thinking about love. thinking too much. thinking about jealousy and attachment and expectations and regret. thinking i can't change. thinking i must change. thinking very bad things about myself. thinking i need a cuddle. thinking i miss my home. thinking he was home. thinking that everything is different. thinking i miss him.
feeling lonely, feeling confused and overwhelmed. feeling hot. feeling full. feeling ugly. feeling itchy and uncomfortable. feeling sad. feeling like something needs to happen, like something is going to happen. feeling drawn to places and people in far-away countries. feeling restless and impatient. feeling anticipation mount.
waiting for my bank balance to reach the magic number. waiting for him to call. waiting for her to reply. waiting to be superceded. waiting to get over him. waiting for freedom and change and exhileration.
feeling lonely, feeling confused and overwhelmed. feeling hot. feeling full. feeling ugly. feeling itchy and uncomfortable. feeling sad. feeling like something needs to happen, like something is going to happen. feeling drawn to places and people in far-away countries. feeling restless and impatient. feeling anticipation mount.
waiting for my bank balance to reach the magic number. waiting for him to call. waiting for her to reply. waiting to be superceded. waiting to get over him. waiting for freedom and change and exhileration.
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belly:
that's interesting, because inside my pants, when i am all alone, i am britney spears.
etienne:
no one at school is going to believe this! i'm friends with britney and justin on a porn site!