belljar79

ARRRRGH!!!!

I just posted a long ass entry only to discover my dsl had disconnected me!!! mad mad arrgh pist off

anyways whats up in my life?? stress over a court date over a injustice done to me that I might get time for..God I hope not and if I do then I honestly do not know how I will cope being away from my daughter.

I was wronged completly WRONGed WRONGED WRONGED..I would go into further detail but it would only upset me more but just typing it out makes me feel a smidge better..only a smidge..EVery one keeps telling me that i won't get locked up but you know like it is looming over my head like a massive black rain cloud

My love life is a wreck I don't know my head from my feet...I deserve love that is all I know..Like real love not just someone after my knickers

I am so upset right now that I am going to go play some guitar and vent it out

scratch that I am going to look at some pretty suicide girls , think happy thoughts then go hit the chords someting hardcore

thanks for listening

Oh yeah and before I forget check out this guys site and d/l some of him music

I think he's mad rad cats meow cool and I've got a little itsy bit of a crush..Ithink he might to@ hmmm Well I hope
CLICK ON THE PICS PAGE AND TELL ME WHO YOU SEE ON THE BOTTOM ROW?? THATS RIGHT ITS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OH YEAH AND I made a page as well a personal like one check it out as well


my Personal webpage