I have been listening to the teaches of Peaches. Yes, I fucked the pain away too often. This is why the robot.
Her and I were pen-pals via MSN. Writing partners in crime so to speak. We both were always on the leading edge of something, and always too busy and mostly just reaching out. It was definitely strange because we lived mostly in the...
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Her and I were pen-pals via MSN. Writing partners in crime so to speak. We both were always on the leading edge of something, and always too busy and mostly just reaching out. It was definitely strange because we lived mostly in the...
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alright. i miss her. yet i am full of foods, vitamins, exercises, work and words.
romance is something i thought i would stave off. i thought i was a robot. in fact my journal entries tried to reach into robot-like mannerisms. it was my goal, and then she swept in and stole my heart, and moved to nyc. now i feel like being a robot...
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romance is something i thought i would stave off. i thought i was a robot. in fact my journal entries tried to reach into robot-like mannerisms. it was my goal, and then she swept in and stole my heart, and moved to nyc. now i feel like being a robot...
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deanna:
that is too bad about your friend. it seems as though you were pretty fond of her...and you were just friends? or am i missing something....
as for my getting sued thing....yeah i paid in cash...i do have witnesses of the things that were wrong with the apartment...i still dont understand how cleaning services are 100-200 dollars but whatever...i guess i will see what happens...i didnt sign anything that said i wouldnt leave a mess
as for my getting sued thing....yeah i paid in cash...i do have witnesses of the things that were wrong with the apartment...i still dont understand how cleaning services are 100-200 dollars but whatever...i guess i will see what happens...i didnt sign anything that said i wouldnt leave a mess
you know what,
to know me is to know a romantic.
and i think that is a good thing.
to know me is to know a romantic.
and i think that is a good thing.
analise:
to be a romantic is to be hopeful and to believe in the forces of love. it is a good thing.
when i was travelling in france, i saw two young people kissing on the bank of the sienne river. prolonged, other-worldly kissing. and for some strange reason, as i looked at them i thought about all the blood that has washed down that river; all the battles and bodies. yet, there were two teenagers kissing along side it as if they were the only people in the world.
i took a photograph.
when i was travelling in france, i saw two young people kissing on the bank of the sienne river. prolonged, other-worldly kissing. and for some strange reason, as i looked at them i thought about all the blood that has washed down that river; all the battles and bodies. yet, there were two teenagers kissing along side it as if they were the only people in the world.
i took a photograph.
I am good.
I am actually surprisingly good.
For once it was not a girl using me as a launching pad. For once it was not a girl taking a little piece (or a large piece) and then moving on to some loser.
This time it was actually about growth.
That is why it is sad, yet it is beautiful.
No regrets about putting my...
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I am actually surprisingly good.
For once it was not a girl using me as a launching pad. For once it was not a girl taking a little piece (or a large piece) and then moving on to some loser.
This time it was actually about growth.
That is why it is sad, yet it is beautiful.
No regrets about putting my...
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well.. ignorance is bliss.
she has just left. this is the last time i will really see her before her trip.. before she embarks upon a really long journey and adventure. we both confessed our love. we both cried. and we both revelled in the idea that pain is good because without pain, pleasure would just suck dick.
still.
i love this girl. i have...
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she has just left. this is the last time i will really see her before her trip.. before she embarks upon a really long journey and adventure. we both confessed our love. we both cried. and we both revelled in the idea that pain is good because without pain, pleasure would just suck dick.
still.
i love this girl. i have...
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purephase:
I can't quite relate, but from my own limited experience I know how much this sucks.
Time moves on. The famous adage (though, I have serious doubts about how often it actually works) "If you truly love someone, let them get away. If they come back, then well, the ensuing sex will fucking rock."
Alright, the last part is my own addition, but I thought I'd go for levity. Sounds like you need a bit of it.
Good luck. All will be well (as much as it could be anyway).
Time moves on. The famous adage (though, I have serious doubts about how often it actually works) "If you truly love someone, let them get away. If they come back, then well, the ensuing sex will fucking rock."
Alright, the last part is my own addition, but I thought I'd go for levity. Sounds like you need a bit of it.
Good luck. All will be well (as much as it could be anyway).
no:
How are you doing? Hanging in there? 
no clue 
analise:
life just wouldn't be as exciting if we always knew what the hell is going on. revel in the unknown. 
purephase:
What Veloria said. The known is boring.
Don't let it fool etc. A clue is fucking hard to get, believe you me. Some people struggle their whole lives, and well, you don't need me to tell you, they have no fucking clue what's going on.
It's not all it's cracked-up to be.
Don't let it fool etc. A clue is fucking hard to get, believe you me. Some people struggle their whole lives, and well, you don't need me to tell you, they have no fucking clue what's going on.
It's not all it's cracked-up to be.
today is proof that the world sucks dick.
i feel sorry for that kid's parents.
i feel sorry for that kid's parents.
back.
i just would like to give the world everything i have. there was this boy. he was too young to be pushing around a shopping cart full of blankets and crap. we walked by him and i noticed that there was the smallest cutest cat inside a little cave of blankets and he was petting its head as he steered the cart.
what it...
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i just would like to give the world everything i have. there was this boy. he was too young to be pushing around a shopping cart full of blankets and crap. we walked by him and i noticed that there was the smallest cutest cat inside a little cave of blankets and he was petting its head as he steered the cart.
what it...
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A) I met a girl.
B) She is young.
C) She told me that she only wanted something casual because her schooling and her parental restrictions would not allow her to have a boyfriend.
D) In essence, she had no time.
E) We became fast friends and she enjoyed passion.
F) She is only 19. I have to honest.
G) I am like John Lee...
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B) She is young.
C) She told me that she only wanted something casual because her schooling and her parental restrictions would not allow her to have a boyfriend.
D) In essence, she had no time.
E) We became fast friends and she enjoyed passion.
F) She is only 19. I have to honest.
G) I am like John Lee...
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krypto2:
Yah, emotions suck....David Crosby's "Triad" comes to mind..."But I don't really see, why can't we go on as three."
I can empathize, not sure how much more I can assist here. Emotional maturity is an 'x' factor in the make up of any person....and you never really ffind it's measure until the S^^^ hits the fan, in one way or another.
Acknowledge what was good about her ( the young one) and what was right about the relationship. Don't give in to hate, use the fo....oh, you know what I mean.
Good luck.
I can empathize, not sure how much more I can assist here. Emotional maturity is an 'x' factor in the make up of any person....and you never really ffind it's measure until the S^^^ hits the fan, in one way or another.
Acknowledge what was good about her ( the young one) and what was right about the relationship. Don't give in to hate, use the fo....oh, you know what I mean.
Good luck.
this is me with my heart swollen.
let me just say that emotion is a powerful entity. it flows and fills things, and can spoil or inflate beyond comprehension or safety.
it is definitely robotic for me.
this way nobody will get hurt by my experimentation and adventure. that way my interactions will affect me and only me.
i do have a secret love though....
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let me just say that emotion is a powerful entity. it flows and fills things, and can spoil or inflate beyond comprehension or safety.
it is definitely robotic for me.
this way nobody will get hurt by my experimentation and adventure. that way my interactions will affect me and only me.
i do have a secret love though....
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