bellensebastian

big sigh.

no problems. just put one problem to bed this evening and it is un-fun. i am happy and good, just a little off colour.

i guess my diary days are nearly done which is also a unique thing.

Oh boy I am such a character. I am happy and foolish. I think I have found a good word: Mischievous.

I have to stop getting myself in shit.

On the work front, I believe a theory has outstepped my place and made its way to the top of the organization and has rattled a few scientists and engineers' cages and caused some tension. This is not good, but that is how I have marked my first few years with this organization; rocky and tumultuous yet...
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so i have taken this weekend as my own. well sort of. there was of course the requisite good friday spent at work being reminded that life is easy because 70% of people are genetically lazy or some shit like that. let me add a caveat that life is easy because of those 70%, because their stupidity pays my ticket, but life is also a...
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An update. Distances kills worse than speed.

Actually, that is untrue. I just am confused and a bit burned out from being at work for 65 hours a week. I am eating well as always, but my body hates me for spending too much time in the office.

Phase II:

Jeepers.

Time to jet.

1/2 of good friday at work. Thank jeebus I am non-religious.

is it possible to stay anonymous.

really?

not really.

back from the market. loading the fridge and shelves with goods. enjoying the smells of fresh dill and the hopes of making something for dinner.

oh me.

i yam really really sick of people getting upset with the hands that are dealt to them. you try to help a friend out, and they get pissed. you try to put yourself on the line to ensure someone else is ok, and so then you are responsible. i am robot. i help me.

i yam clean.