bellensebastian

and yes, it seems like i feel like being a sobbing idiot way too much. none of the "cool" things are cool anymore. if someone offers to cheer me up with whatever.. i know it is probably not going to work. don't get me wrong. i am happy most of the time. it is just that when i get the random emails from my ex, it kicks me in the chest really really hard.

and nothing will ever get me over that. except time that is. time.