sooooooo hey...........its been a long time...........a real long time.
ive gone through a lot in the last several months, my health constantly going up and down, with this crohns and all. and i was also kind of unsure of suicide, still kind of am. i mean there are a lot of beautiful girls on here dont get me wrong, but i just felt like after awhile i was seeing the same sets and the same girls over and over. and i was feeling like suicide wasnt really what it started out as, real girls, being themselves. i just feel that some of these girls arent that real.
a part of me still wants to do one more set to see what happens, but i want to do one that is creative enough but still shows who i really am, and not so playboyish like some sets ive seen in the past. i just want to keep the real chicks alive, ya know.................and i want to keep it classy
anyways yea, im still here, im still alive, and im gonna try it one more time......
ive gone through a lot in the last several months, my health constantly going up and down, with this crohns and all. and i was also kind of unsure of suicide, still kind of am. i mean there are a lot of beautiful girls on here dont get me wrong, but i just felt like after awhile i was seeing the same sets and the same girls over and over. and i was feeling like suicide wasnt really what it started out as, real girls, being themselves. i just feel that some of these girls arent that real.
a part of me still wants to do one more set to see what happens, but i want to do one that is creative enough but still shows who i really am, and not so playboyish like some sets ive seen in the past. i just want to keep the real chicks alive, ya know.................and i want to keep it classy
anyways yea, im still here, im still alive, and im gonna try it one more time......
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thanks for the compliment on my work...its really not my best tho.....as far as your blog about the site there are a lot of us feeling the same. we've lost a lot of girls lately... twwly being a more recent heartbreak for me myself...
but like all things good they evolve and take different shapes and sometimes there is a place for all of us. each one of us as individuals have a different outlook for what we want to bring to this site. and i think that over the years girls like yourself and others bring that sense of timelessness to the site. its not just about the photos a lot of us bring a sense of family and belonging to each other that is more appreciated than anything else. you just have to find that lil spot on here that you fit into. and when we lose someone here i think its the job of us newer girls to take those reigns and fill up those missing spaces. classy is not dead. so dont worry
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