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Having heaps of fun at pole this morning! So happy that each week I'm actually able to do something new after months of trying so hard to do the same things. And now I'm getting all excited/nervous to learn a routine for our first ever midyear pole concert! Thank god I have 6 months to learn a routine!

brotiform:
Keep going and keep posting updates :)
lord_renob:
Fantastic work!
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I'm so exhausted and cranky right now and just feeling the need to vent. I'm bloody sick to death of my clients telling me how relaxing it must be working in a day spa, SAYS THE PERSON ON THE TABLE! Oh yes dealing with sleazy men, people who can't even wipe their own arses so I literally smell and see shit while massaging them and...
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brotiform:
@bellalouise , must be sickening working like that , one can only imagine the number of happy ending "jokes" you must get?!?! Either way , I am recently divorced , and dating is hard af and it sucks , also crazy hard getting laid :/ Thats why I have beer and summer weather I guess :)
lord_renob:
I imagine that happens all the time in any "fun" or "relaxing" job. I'm sure you'd love to just tell the client "yes oh so much fun, let's switch positions and you do all the work!" lol. Trust me there's nothing wrong with you on the dating front, sadly there are shittards on both sides of the fence. Don't give up, you'll find the right one eventually. And hopefully in the interim you'll be able to break that Fri spell yer on. ;-)
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It's warming up quick this summer, can I just spend my days lazing in lingerie?

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brotiform:
South Africa has perfect bikini weather :P
subliminalhype:
yep. please do that
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So tonight I had my cousin's 21st and yeah it's great getting all dolled up and feeling sexy, but now I'm just collapsed on my bed wanting someone to take off my dress.

Before 21st:

After 21st:


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x9draven9x:
wow beautiful!
lord_renob:
And you look delectably gorgeous in both! 
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So it's been a while since I've posted on here. Have been busy at my job as a massage therapist and in my spare time having a ball learning pole and aerial. Just a few shots of what I've been learning


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nitekrawler40:
That's cool stuff, great pictures
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bellalouise:
Thank you @soulshine_ 💞
del:
Wow.
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So one of my friends found this photo of me on his phone from when I was 16. I bursted out laughing. All I've wanted to do since I was a teenager apparently is dress in raunchy lingerie and be a bit if a deviant

ataraxie:
Do you still have this dress ?
onespeed:
<3
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So today one of my mum's friends came in for a massage today and when we got started she told me how she doesn't get a massage often as she's ashamed of her body. This made me so sad. In a business where I'm there to make the client feel good, so many don't take the time out for themselves as they are too ashamed...
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bigboi:
We're so concerned with covering up or changing our imperfections that more and more often we're missing the point that everybody is beautiful because we're imperfect and different. I've come to the realization that I feel self conscious during massages too but am able to work through it after the first few minutes. Massages are awesome!
shines:
I truly understand but massages are so relaxing and should be part of everyone's good health program. 
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So next Tuesday I'm 21 but had early celebrations with my mum, sister, grandparents and mum's boyfriend. I had an amazing dinner (and cocktails) at my favourite restaurant and got very spoilt with lingerie gift vouchers and money. Now to head off to Melbourne this Sunday and start my diploma of remedial massage (on my birthday) and then head off to Vietnam for an amazing
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