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Well today was my last day at work. It was just a seasonal possition man i really worked my butt off this week though we went and sampled the 2 islands and and lots of lakes we are doing a diaton study but yesturday i saved a baby snapping turtle YAY go me
Well today was my last day at work. It was just a seasonal possition man i really worked my butt off this week though we went and sampled the 2 islands and and lots of lakes we are doing a diaton study but yesturday i saved a baby snapping turtle YAY go me
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spyder_doll:
this sucks the boy and i are fighting cause i am a freak and frustrated for reasons i cant even understand its like it bugs me when he is here and bugs me when he is away and i cant get a handle on it. i am being one of those pshyco gf's and i dont know if it is cause i am a psycho gf or becuase he is doing something ...any way i am making him miserable and myself too ....what the heck is wrong w me 
spyder_doll:
i can totally relate to what you say to me amy, and thats why i always go to you for answers you know shit and that makes you awsome!!! 
it is posible you are right about me pushing him away, there are other things but they are things that would be fixed or easily dealt with over a good conversation..... since i last wrote you i did push open the doors of communication and that was hard as hell!!! he was understanding and made it clear what he felt and what he wanted.... to sound strange its not so much me being scared of commitment its the lack of commitment in our lives and the fear that if i assume its there he will leave me right when i need him most.... its like i need a marriage to feel secure and that is so completely not like me, infact we should speak on untapped lines for fear that the fact that i said that word will get out 
thanks amy you make me feel better cause you dont just cater to me you consider both sides when i cant
it is posible you are right about me pushing him away, there are other things but they are things that would be fixed or easily dealt with over a good conversation..... since i last wrote you i did push open the doors of communication and that was hard as hell!!! he was understanding and made it clear what he felt and what he wanted.... to sound strange its not so much me being scared of commitment its the lack of commitment in our lives and the fear that if i assume its there he will leave me right when i need him most.... its like i need a marriage to feel secure and that is so completely not like me, infact we should speak on untapped lines for fear that the fact that i said that word will get out thanks amy you make me feel better cause you dont just cater to me you consider both sides when i cant