got things ironed out with the computer. going to start installing some games again. considering a rousing bout of Black & White for the evening. was going to go over to a friend's place tonight, but he was afraid i wouldn't be gone by the time his gf got home and then there would be a scene, etc...
which brings me to a little rant...
this friend of mine happens to be an ex-bf. after things fell apart for us, we decided to stay friends (we'd practically just been friends for the last 6 months of our relationship anyway) and we have. he's one of my closer friends too, which i don't think is a problem considering that he was with me for 4 years of my life. i couldn't just turn my back on that... about a year ago, he started dating a new girl. they moved in together and are currently co-habitating relatively well together. yet she has always always been freaked out about me. even though i'm in a committed relationship with a great guy i'm definitely not planning on leaving any time soon. even though my ex and me acknowledged that we could never be romantically involved again. and a million other things point to the fact that him and i will never be together and he's not running of on her...she still gets weird about me. she refuses to meet me even though i've done things for them...i even puppysat their dog for a week when they went away. yet nothing will get through to her. and it makes me sad. she seems pretty kewl. i'm not saying i want to be friends with her, but i would like to be able to go over to their place and hang out with him without having to worry that she's going to come home unexpectedly and cause a scene. it fucking sucks. he's a really really good friend and mine and it makes me so mad.
on a better note...um...i got to hang out with an owl all day today. that rocked.
hmmm...i think i need to make a new haiku.
manic street preacher
arms outstretched linen shirt strains
head tipped back skyward
listen to some hawksley workman today.
happy turkey day!
which brings me to a little rant...
this friend of mine happens to be an ex-bf. after things fell apart for us, we decided to stay friends (we'd practically just been friends for the last 6 months of our relationship anyway) and we have. he's one of my closer friends too, which i don't think is a problem considering that he was with me for 4 years of my life. i couldn't just turn my back on that... about a year ago, he started dating a new girl. they moved in together and are currently co-habitating relatively well together. yet she has always always been freaked out about me. even though i'm in a committed relationship with a great guy i'm definitely not planning on leaving any time soon. even though my ex and me acknowledged that we could never be romantically involved again. and a million other things point to the fact that him and i will never be together and he's not running of on her...she still gets weird about me. she refuses to meet me even though i've done things for them...i even puppysat their dog for a week when they went away. yet nothing will get through to her. and it makes me sad. she seems pretty kewl. i'm not saying i want to be friends with her, but i would like to be able to go over to their place and hang out with him without having to worry that she's going to come home unexpectedly and cause a scene. it fucking sucks. he's a really really good friend and mine and it makes me so mad.
on a better note...um...i got to hang out with an owl all day today. that rocked.
hmmm...i think i need to make a new haiku.
manic street preacher
arms outstretched linen shirt strains
head tipped back skyward
listen to some hawksley workman today.
happy turkey day!
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eep! Owls are fantabulous, especially when they hoot.
And your German is none to shabby either! *thumbs up* ^-^