things have been relatively steady lately...although not without ups and downs. somehow it just all balances out i guess.
i haven't heard from the friend that shut me down for about 2 weeks now. i think she may have blocked me from her msn and that makes me so very sad. she is an amazing woman, so sweet and caring and so very sensual...but i guess it's not meant to be. so now i have to start searching again...and feel so very unfulfilled until then. not that my wonderful man doesn't keep me satisfied...but it's not quite the same.
so i'll keep looking, and try not to lose hope...
i haven't heard from the friend that shut me down for about 2 weeks now. i think she may have blocked me from her msn and that makes me so very sad. she is an amazing woman, so sweet and caring and so very sensual...but i guess it's not meant to be. so now i have to start searching again...and feel so very unfulfilled until then. not that my wonderful man doesn't keep me satisfied...but it's not quite the same.
so i'll keep looking, and try not to lose hope...
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so, what? you have a man, but you're still searching for someone? or is this man just a booty call? I'm confused..... I know I'm still young but my problem is that I keep finding girls that all the want is just a booty call, I can't seem to find some substinence behind it, you know a "relationship." I think it's a curse, when I was younger(15-18) I always dreamed of just having girls that just want to have sex, but now that I have it's a curse. "God is punishing me" but hey, you've got the right idea, don't lose hope, but don't stop looking either and don't get down if you can't find someone, you will i think everyone will, if they try hard enough.
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